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  • Pop

    What’s the one luxury you can’t live without?

    This is my drink. It tastes better than water. Water is important, but coke is better. Coffee is good to wake you up, but coke does not make me run to the bathroom.

    Have a good day or night wherever you are.

  • This poem is about my husband and my best friend

    I never asked to be like this

    I was born differently

    My thoughts and feelings never mattered

    I was alone every day

    No one spoke to me

    My words never heard

    Now today I am alone again

    And now am making friends in a weird circumstance

    My husband gone and nothing is the same

    I challenge myself to leave my house

    My love for him remains the same and no one will take his place

    Love never dies

    My house is not the same

    The smell of wood and his cooking I miss

    Him playing Fallout 76 and killing everything in site

    No more sound but the silence

    It’s not the same without him

    I enjoy writing poetry so check it out. If you want to.

    Have a good day or night wherever you are in the world.

  • Money

    What are the most important things needed to live a good life?

    Everyone needs money. Money is important to pay bills. Have fun money too. But in today’s world we are broke before we know it. We have to choose what is important and what needs to be waited for until you have money again. Go figure.  It sucks.

    Have a good day or night wherever you are in the world 🌎

  • Inner Strength

    Daily writing prompt
    What’s your favorite thing about yourself?

    If I did not have inner strength I would not be here writing about my life and trying to tell the world to listen to my story and not to judge me. I have a dream to write my books and to show you, people with disabilities we can achieve our dreams. Inner Strength is a gift because without it. I would be in the ground. My life has never been easy. Neither is writing about. No one in my life ever listened to me, and here I have that chance. My spiritual awareness has also given me peace and serenity. I am not religious but I believe in the spirit realm. Where spirits roam free. Thank you for reading.

  • My Passion

    My Passion is my children . My Passion also is writing about disabilities so people will understand the struggles and deep emotions with living with a disability. It is something you are born with. You don’t ask for it, it just is. When my dad wrote his book he mentioned my disability and that angered me because he wanted to make his wife look good and wonderful. It made me feel angry because I wanted to prove to myself that I am a capable person and writing about things that I have knowledge about. I didn’t want to be treated differently than anyone else, but I had to share my story.

    There are many kinds of disabilities. But there is one that you cannot see at first glance. If you spoke to me in person you can see I have a hard time understanding issues. But it does not make me stupid. It just takes time to process things .

    People who don’t have a disability should understand not everyone is that lucky. To remember things comes easy, to get a degree is easy. I had to fight my challenges, and get my grade 12. Also to remember things someone would tell me.

    My Passion is to protect my kids who are adults now and make sure they are heard. Their disabilities are more server than mine. My parents never listened to me. They treated me like a child. Now I am 62 and I have to learn how to look after me, but also my family. I still I have a lot to learn.

    I believe people with all types of disabilities are treated horribly and wrongfully by society today. I need to write a book about it. We are treated like we still live in the 1800s. It is time for a change.

    So yes this is my passion, but it is also my life. I will write about the paranormal, reincarnation, and the spirit realm. That is also what I am passionate about.

    Thanks for reading my passion’s and have a good day or night wherever you are in the world.

    Daily writing prompt
    What are you passionate about?

  • Me

    Me

    Who do I spend the most time with is me and a good cup of coffee writing about stuff especially when my kids are out doing their thing. They are adults, but I still call them my kids.

    Losing my best friend and husband is sad, but he is in a better place, and he is not suffering with his diabetes. His heart was weak and so much other crap. He is always in my heart and I am still trying to say good bye but I can’t. Life is unfair.

    Loneliness is not something you ask for, but the pain and longing still linger. Time might heal, but I am not sure. Writing is my crutch and friend.

    Drink coffee or tea and thanks for dropping by. Have a good day or night wherever you are in the world.

  • Politics

    Politics

    Believing in a system of justice and truth and honesty. The government and the politician’s as a whole can not see the struggles of people with disabilities, the homeless, people with low income and the struggles they go through. The government is about power and greed and one’s own agenda.

    Government is not about the people, it is about how they see the world and what they want for themselves. It’s never about the people who voted for them, but what their outcome after the election. Greed for money and power is tearing every country apart. We all lose in the end. We truly do.

    The rich get richer, and the poor get nothing, but homelessness, or people lose their job and they have to sell their home for a smaller place. Or a woman’s husband dies and she ends up losing everything she and her husband have worked for. There is another scenario.

    Two people go on disability because they need help. A spouse dies and the wife, or husband end up with less money to work with. People don’t ask to have a disability. They try to make things work, but sometimes it does not work that way. One gets sick and the other supports their partner. It is such a sad situation.

    Politics talks about wars, military, saving the environment, pensions for seniors, job security. Taxing people to death because the government can use the tax payers money to govern the wars, military, global warming and try to make things more better for the environment.

    There is so much that needs to change, but who would listen to a person with a disability. Who would listen to a woman who is struggling with her husband’s death. Who would listen to a woman who does not want to lose her home? I believe no one. We all should have a say. People don’t ask to have a disability. Some disabilities are seen. While others are mental which you cannot see. Then you have people who do have a disability and they don’t understand what it is like to have a disability. Hidden disabilities are more common then people think.

    Then you have no disability and you can remember things, get a degree and a great job. But not everyone is that lucky. Be grateful for what you do have.

    Politics is a game for rich and if your lucky related to a politician or have a parent who was president or prime minister. We need to change a lot of things. But who will listen with a disability? This is something to think about. Life should not be this way.

    Thanks for dropping by and understand where a person with a disability fits into this world. We don’t fit in, we are just pushed to the side. Have a good day or night.

  • Mystery

    Mystery

    If my tagline was mystery. You could see a woman who will pretend something she is not. Which I do. With other people who believe like I do, I can talk about things that you never thought possible. It all depends on my mood. Mystery can open doors, but your mind has to be open. Mystery could be about reincarnation, the paranormal realms. Even witchcraft.

    When people come to my home they don’t want to leave. There is positive energy. People just feel good being around me and my husband and kids. Life can give weird vibes that most people don’t understand. Mystery makes people wonder about their own lives and purpose. Just think out of the box and not in it. It might just surprise you.

    Thanks for dropping by and have a good day or night.

  • Fall

    Fall

    Fall is my favorite season. When the leaves turn into beautiful colors. Red, orange, yellowish gold. It is even warm until late October. I sit on my porch when it is warm out and watch the sun hit my tree. Nature is beautiful when you take the time to look. It would be better with my best friend, but my adult kids sit with me and have a coffee. I love when they are near me.

    So have a good day or night and thanks for dropping by

  • Name Changer

    Name Changer

    I would not change my name. My last name to my husband’s name, but that is it. I don’t like my name, but it’s mine.

    Changing your name does not change who you are inside, it does not change your personality. It does not change your dreams. Your personality stays the same, so does your ideals of life.

    A name is a name, but who are from the inside makes you , you. You can be a good person, or a bad person.

    A name can make you feel better, but does it really. It is something to think about.

    So I keep my name because it says about me that I can except who and what I am. No one can change me, but me. Name might help you feel better. But your heart knows who you truly are.

    Thanks for dropping by and have a good night or day wherever you are in the world.

  • Unplug What?

    How do you know when it’s time to unplug? What do you do to make it happen?

    If people are talking about not doing anything online. I do that when I just think about what I will write about. Or I just want to clean my house.

    Unplugging can mean many things. If it means to just take it easy and do what I want to do at my pace.

    Interesting question. Have a good day or night

  • Hidden Disabilities

    Hidden Disabilities

    I am writing about this because I have struggled all my life with a hidden disability. One you could not see. There are many disabilities. You have a learning disability which means it takes you twice as long to learn things as for others they learn quickly and they get a diploma for it.

    There are people who have physical disabilities. Being in a wheelchair because you can’t walk from birth, or maybe you were in car accident and can’t walk. People can see it. Every person deals with it differently. How do I act?, what do I say? What are the right words to say to that person. Most people with disabilities are treated like children, and that their thoughts and dreams are not important. But they are. They don’t even know their own rights. Which is bullshit. They need to know their rights and what they believe is okay and they have right to think and feel their rights are heard. There is no justice for those people. We don’t live in 1800s, but how they are treated still feels like that time period. I am saying this because I know how being disrespected and not hurt means. Just because you have a disability does not mean you can’t express yourself and for someone to believe your words and feelings are true and justified.

    My life was misunderstood and my dreams and my thoughts did not matter. I challenge my disability and have the inner strength to fight it. Even when i am following apart. I am 62, and I have to prove myself to others. No one listened to my struggles, my anger, and what I was feeling was and is real. Trust mean when your no one listens it’s painful and cruel when you have to learn everything on your own. It’s like being in a cage and you can’t get out.

    I never asked to have a learning disability, it is just there. My parents never told me my rights, and everything had to be their way. Now I am doing it my way. Disability or not I am stuck in this body. I want people to know what i write about is real, and every word is from experiences in life.

    People learn about disabilities through books, but no one teaches people talk to the people who have hidden disabilities and help them cope and learn. No book teaches common sense. Talk to the people who have disabilities and treat them the way you wanted to be treated. Don’t talk down to them, talk to them. Ask questions and understand their anger and frustration, even their challenges. We are not a book, we are human beings who need help and understanding. We are real and we have dreams too. Life is not treated people with disability like children, but hear their words. Don’t ignore the words. People who ignore their children and only think about themselves are not good parents and they don’t understand because it is not them with disability. Hidden disabilities are just as important as ones with physical disabilities that you can see.

    I told my therapist or I call shrink. It is like a knife with two sharp blades at both ends. You have a disability that you can see, or you are normal like people without disabilities. Then there are the people who are in the middle like me. Misunderstand people who do not look like they have a disability and who look like an average person, but hidden inside them is a disability that they struggle with. When people start to talk to them quickly they are turned away and called retards and that you don’t deserve any friends. It is a big smack in the face.

    Stop learning through books, and start to talk to talk with people of all disabilities, even hidden disabilities because understanding comes from listening and talking to the person. We are not all the same.

    We all need to be heard, respected and not judged. Get to know people because we are not a book. When school is finished. You never stop learning. When no one listens to your cries, your anger, and your questions you stop trusting. I trust the odd few. But they are not my parents or family members when you can’t trust them, who can you trust. It is time for a change. I hope I can make a small change to open peoples eyes for people with disabilities. Life should be fair for all, but it is not.

    Thanks for reading

  • No Kids

    Daily writing prompt
    Do you remember life before the internet?

    When my husband and I just got married it was great no kids, just cats at the time. We would sit at home and play the games that just came out out. The game we played was duck hunt. It was fun.

    We would go out for dinner, and sit and stare at each other. We enjoyed each others company and we had many quiet nights together. We would go for walks together. We would see a movie or two, but that only once in awhile. Being at home and cuddling was good enough for me.

    Then we had kids and we never had any regrets about that. We would sit all of us and watch cartoons, and pig out on junk food. It was great.

    When internet came it changed things, but we were still happy with each other. He did his stamps, and I started writing so here I am.

    Thanks for dropping by and have a good day or night.

  • Books

    Books

    Green Eggs and Ham. I learned to read I really liked it and I have a copy with me still.

    It is funny as a kid. I did not enjoy reading, when I have the time I do read today. I enjoy books on gemstones, witchcraft and reincarnation. I have books on these subjects.

    There is a book I had since I was a kid. It is about learning time, but the cover was my favorite. Something never change.

    That is all.

    Thanks for dropping by and have a good day or night

  • Sharing My Disability

    Sharing My Disability

    I thought about sharing this because I was forced to. My dad wrote a book and put my disability in his book. I am here to prove what I write about is real and that I know what I am writing about. This is my biggest fear because I don’t want to be looked at as a disability, but to be remembered for my knowledge about the witchcraft, the paranormal, and Space and not being only us on this planet. Life for me is a struggle, and that started at birth. But I hope people are sincere in liking my work and not feeling sorry for me. I hate that. My life is my story. Nothing in my life ever worked the way I wanted to, but my writing is who I am. It is my friend and my heart and soul go into it.

    Thanks for dropping by and reading this. Don’t hold it against me. Have a good night or day wherever you are in the world.

  • Getting Up

    Daily writing prompt
    Describe one simple thing you do that brings joy to your life.

    When I see my kids I feel alive and that my life is worth something. They are my go juice, my joy and my life. Without them I would be lost and more alone.

    That’s it for today. Thanks for dropping by

  • Stillness

    Sitting under a tree with my eyes closed

    Wondering what I hear around me

    If I was standing up and being still

    I would fall down

    Sitting is better anyway

    Listening to the wind blow

    Feeling the breeze on my face

    Hearing voices in my head

    Wondering who is trying to contact me

    Someone close or someone distant friend

    Who knows

    Listening to the sounds of cars going by

    Or maybe a bus with children in it

    Silence is peaceful

    Hear the sounds with your ears

    But feeling nature beneath your feet

    It’s priceless

    Written by me Avril

  • The Moon

    Feeling the touch of the moon on my face

    Loving the vibration

    Feeling the energy go through my body

    The moon is my sunshine and my light

    The moon is full of mystery

    I am also watching the stars

    The moon is my light and my magick

    The moon has it’s own energy that

    Goes to us so we can get life from

    The moon is special, but it’s my strength

    It’s my light too

    Written by me Avril

  • Quicksand

    Slowly I sink

    slowly I try and yell help

    slowly my body goes under

    My legs

    My knees

    My hips

    My stomach

    My chest

    My neck

    Then my head

    Then I wake up and it is just a dream

    Written by me Avril

  • Having it all

    There are so much I want but I can’t have. I am sharing this because all my life was struggles. If I lose followers i understand that. My dream is wanting to write books, on stuff I have an interest on.

    Having a disability you don’t ask for it is just there. Remembering past and present stuff sucks. But writing what I know about keeps my mind active and alert. Anxiety to do things does not help either, but I try in little steps.

    People who do not have a disability don’t understand what it’s like to struggle with basic needs of every day life. I wish I could be normal, but I am not. It takes every ounce of me to wake up and start my day on my own. To make myself a cup of coffee and just live. I am sharing this because you should feel so lucky to not struggle like me. We all have issues, but life is not fair to those with disabilities. You cannot tell I have a disability, but when you talk to me in real life you know something is different.

    Having it all depends on the person you are asking, but keep in mind not everyone has a silver spoon from mommy and daddy. I am on my own, and I look after my family and I am proud of me. I don’t need a pat on the back. I just like to be heard and told my work matters. Writing is my work. Something to think about.

    Have a good day or night. Thanks for dropping by

  • No

    Religion is something I don’t believe in because it only starts Wars of many kinds. Religion never gave me peace, neither did it give serenity. My father said, ” you are part of a nation.” I never felt part of my family, neither a part of a nation. Whatever that meant. I will never know.

    The only peace and serenity in my life was my husband who loved me for me. He treated me with equality in most religions do not do that. He protected me and he taught what my rights are. That is a best friend who you can trust and even respect.

    Praying to something I did not believe in. It didn’t feel right to me. You can’t touch, hear, or see Him. So I never believed in it.

    I do believe in the spirit realm. Where spirits roam, and that you can feel your loved ones touching your heart and soul. It is real to me. Some spirits are mean and cruel, and others love you forever. That is my choice and my serenity. i wish my husband was with me, but life does go on.

    Thanks for reading

  • Coldness is not Cool

    I never liked cold rain because it was cold to walk in it. I do walking in warm rain and I did not need an umbrella. But those times were rare. Today I stay in and write. I enjoy spring, summer and fall. I take pictures around my house because I have a hard time walking. Life sucks when you get old. Being 62, I wish I was 40 again or maybe 30. Life goes on.

    I never felt good when my mom would touch my neck. It was a cool feeling. Winter I did not like either because I did not like to walk on ice and today I have good reason not to go out. Coldness makes my body shoot up pain and that sucks. I like hot days and people don’t understand that. Warm days are good until the bugs come out at night. You can’t win it all.

    I use to hate sitting outside on a cool breeze day, but today I enjoy it. I understand that I am a empath and anything touching my skin can make me comfortable or bothersome. Coldness will never feel good, but the warmth of the night or the early morning will brighten up my day.

    Have a good day or night.

  • Curses

    Have you ever imagined being cursed by people from your past life, and everything that happened to you was for a reason. I feel my whole life was a curse. How my parents treated me, to my brother and sister. To who my friends were, and the men in my life. It all adds up. I was meant to have a disability and be misunderstood. Remembering things that I can’t remember and what I fear. Everything worked out to their plan. This is a story I am writing about. My whole whole is and was a struggle, and I had to fight for everything in my life. Having a disability sucks. It is not fair being misunderstood, being an obligation, and losing your partner for being punished for a past life crime. Reincarnation is real, and so is bad karma.

    How do you fight back and make things better. Sometimes you can’t make it right you just have to live with what you have done, and make your life the best you can. If people stop following me because I have a disability I don’t mind. Nothing in my life is fair. My book is about unfairness, being judged to the point where nothing in my life would work out.

    A lot of people don’t believe in curses and spells put upon you, but it is real. Protecting yourself is hard when you don’t know how to fight back. My life is one lesson after another, but I am always on my own. They made it that way. There love affair went wrong, and I am paying the price in this life.

    Reincarnation is real, and what you do in those lives always haunts you in other lives, and sometimes if you are lucky you can stay in the after life and never come back. Sometimes I wish I was there with my best friend and be happy, but my kids come first because they need me more than ever.

    People say witchcraft is not real, but it is truly real. Witchcraft means different things to different people. When it comes down to it, once you are in a family of witches and warlocks there is no turning back.

    My disability is my curse on top of other stuff, but what I write about comes from the heart and what I believe to be true.

    Thanks for reading and dropping by. Have a good day or night.

  • Losing My Serenity

    I thought I found my best, my protector. I did. We were together for a long time. I was happy and I felt protected and even loved for the first time of my life. It is lost and I am lost. I thought I would find a friend on Facebook, but they are all from the States. No Canadians, go figure. It is men, and men. No women. The story of my life.

    Life is weird especially my life. My family is keeping me going, but I feel alone. Cleaning my house and killing mean bugs. I thought I would have many years with my husband, but he got really sick and died. I am glad he is not suffering and not in pain, but without him I am lost.

    My writing helps me cope, but I miss the walks we had. The talking and watching him gaming. He loved fallout 76. He loved the killing. Drinking coffee until morning and falling asleep on his chair. His heart was weak, and diabetes played a big role on his life. He would sit with me outside and he would cook meals with wood and boy I miss it. Life is not the same anymore. The house is quiet, and it feels so cold and empty without him.

    Life is so damn unfair. But I have to fight this, like everything else in my life. Sorry for depressing my followers. But having no friends I just wanted to share my pain and sorrow. Well that’s life. People say time heals, but I don’t believe that. I feel angry that he was taken from me too soon. Doctors are meant to help people, but in this case. Nope. I am angry with him. Now I have the time to write my books, and maybe if I am lucky make some money.

    Thanks for ready my sad story. Have a good day or night.

  • Fighting

    My life is a struggle since I was born

    Nothing I did was ever right

    Had no friends

    And no one cared

    Alone I was and I still am

    No one to talk to because my best friend died

    life is unfair

    No one truly cares

    I fight to live because of my kids

    Cleaning the house day in day out

    What fun is that

    Life just gives me heartache and pain

    Family who does not give a damn

    What I say does not matter

    What I feel does not matter

    My heart wants to die

    But I fight it because of my kids

    I am alone, I am alone

    The end

    Written by Avril

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  • Gemstones and Books

    I like books about the paranormal, witchcraft, reincarnation, and space stuff which include Aliens. We are not alone. Ghosts and magick. My husband collected stamps so I have a lot of learning to do.

    That’s it. Short and sweet.

    Thanks for dropping by and have a good night and or day wherever you are in the world.

  • To My Love

    A lot of people might think I am nuts, but I am okay with that. When my husband died. His spirit is in the spirit realm, and I want him to know how much my love and caring and commitment I have for him. No one can take his place in my heart.

    Love does not end in death, it is just in another realm. 35 years is a long time with one person. Friendship never dies and my love for him will never die. A friend will be nice because you can’t take to yourself.

    I know he can hear me and I feel him touching me. He can hug me but he knows I don’t like the coldness. So he touches my hair, and I am cool with that. I hope we will meet in another life time or maybe this one. Reincarnation can happen and I believe in that. You are not the same person, but your personality of who he was will never change. Life is empty without him, but love will never fade away.

    Thanks for dropping by. Have a good night or day.

  • My Ring

    The things I hold dear to me. One would be my wedding bed because that is the love my husband gave me. A ring is a bond that cannot be broken unless you make it that way.

    My wolf blanket he gave me. I have another blanket that is my curtain in my living room. I love wolves. They represent protection even though he is not here with me.

    Some wolf shirts and my hoodie. I am 62 but I don’t care what people think of me in them. The way I dress is my style and no one can take that away from me.

    Thanks for dropping by and have a good day or night wherever you are.

  • Writing Books

    If I want to leave a legacy to my kids. A house they can call their own. For them to be happy living in it and feeling that it does belong to them. They are my life.

    I also want to write books and to make people happy that they are feeling what I am feeling about the paranormal, the after life, and intrigue people in witchcraft. If I can make at least one person a believer I will be happy. Writing is something I wanted to do because I have been told my words make people listen. I am not trying to brag.

    It has been important to me to have a family that can rely on me even when I am not here anymore. My parents did not make me special or important, but I wanted to my kids to feel important and loved. Time will tell.

    Thanks for dropping by. Have a good day or night.

  • My Grandmother

    Daily writing prompt
    Share a story about someone who had a positive impact on your life.

    My grandmother was a wonderful and strong person. She survived world war 2. She was a doctor’s assistant. After the war she made clothes and sold them to make money. I truly respected her determination and will. She was a survivor. She did what she wanted to do. She loved me so much. Many times I wished she was my mother. She would always tell me your bringing boys home again. I would tell her, “not my fault”. She wanted to tell me right for the right man, but she didn’t because of my parents. She was kind and warm hearted, and she was headstrong. She was my friend. I would sit with her and watch shows. Golden girls, All in the family, and some old movies. Boy, I miss her. She never gave up on me. Her food was good and her warmth was my blanket. She would let me stay with her at the beach, and in the winter she would go to Florida where it was warm. I am glad she came into my life. She will never be forgotten. Spiritually she is still with me and my grandfather too. I never knew him, but I knew he loved reading. Love for them will never die. I respect them both. It is unfortunate my parents didn’t turn out like them. But you can’t win it all. My grandparents are in my heart. My mother’s mom was cool too. She was independent and she worked until she couldn’t. They will be in my heart and mind always.

    Have a good day or night. Thanks for reading Avril

  • My Family

    Daily writing prompt
    What sacrifices have you made in life?

    My husband make me laugh, cry, and so much more. When he got sick. I said I will look after you and do everything I can to make you comfortable. I did just that when he got sick. I wheeled him to his doctor appoints. Took a bus which he hated. I was always with him, unless he made me angry then my kids took him. Most of the time it was me. He was cranky, but my love always gave in. He needed a lot of rubs and hugs which I gave him. He protected me and I protected him. I would cheer him up, and try to make him smile. I never asked for anything. He told me he wanted to die, and I said it is okay to go. The pain and frustrations of not feeling my skin make me cry. But I always told him touching and holding you meant more to me than anything else. Letting him go was the hardest time for me, but him being in constant pain and suffering was not a life . His heart was weak, so I did what I had to do.

    Now I have to look after my family. My kids are my life. Our home is ours, and that is my gift to them. They need me and I will do what it takes for them to be happy. That is what my family never did for me. I did not want to be like my mom and dad. My life is to protect my kids who are now adults and make sure they have what they need. A home of their own, and pets who they can love and cherish. Cats are their favorite. So we have two. Life for me is making sure they are happy and that I am here for them. It is hard growing old, but I have been tough and fighter to move on. When you live for others you don’t thing about the pain and sorrow you feel in your heart, but my love for them. Is what I have to live for.

    Thanks for dropping by Avril

    Have a good day or night.

  • My Rings of Love

    Daily writing prompt
    What’s the oldest things you’re wearing today?

    I have been married for 35 years and it would have been 36 years married this year 2025. I am wearing our wedding rings. Love never dies even when you lose your best friend. Friendship is forever and I know I will meet him in another life time. I am a true believer in reincarnation and somethings never die.

    Have a good day or night.

    These are not mine, but my rings are on my necklace.
  • Just A Little Note

    Thank you for supporting my work. It means a lot to me. People liking my work means more to me because I feel I am being heard. My writing is my comfort    and my release. So thanks to my followers. And others who like my words of thoughts and feelings. Have a great day or night. Wherever you are in the world. Avril

  • Saying Good Bye

    Today was a sad, happy, angry and warm day to say good bye to best friend and husband. The people were nice to me. My son said beautiful words about his father and my daughter spoke nicely about her dad and the cats. I said a few words and then I cried. I am glad he is not suffering any more. He lived with pain every day, and he couldn’t walk very well. His heart was weak, and he didn’t want to be here. He was in the hospital until today. The place he hated. Now he is in a place where he feels better.

    Life is short so make the best of your relationships. Love the people who you are close to. This is my way of saying good bye. I feel him spiritually with me and that helps me cope. So have a good day or night. Don’t fight with your soulmate or wife or husband. Love should always be good and kind.

    Thanks for dropping by Avril

  • Lost

    Running in every direction

    Through the trees

    Running on the beach for miles

    Running to the mountains and climbing to no where

    Dreaming of traveling to the stars

    Going through the black hole and never coming back

    Being alone and finding no peace

    Being alone and finding no peace

    Just empty dreams

    No place to release my anger

    No place to cry and the only happiness is death

    The end written by me Avril

  • Money

    Daily writing prompt
    What’s one small improvement you can make in your life?

    Money is a big factor in everyone’s life. Without money you cannot do shit. So I hope when I write a book or two it could save my ass. Sorry for the rudeness here. Money is the power that drives mankind mad. We need money to pay bills, to fix our house or apartment wherever you live. Money for a car, a trip, food, camping, and so much more. Life can be a bitch when you when you lose a partner, best friend and everything goes to shit. Again sorry for the rudeness. My life is one disaster after another. I am glad I am a strong person. So have a good day wherever you are in the world. Be it day or night.

    Thanks for dropping by

  • Who Am I

    Daily writing prompt
    Are you a leader or a follower?

    I am not a follower, but I am not a leader either. I am just me. My life was trusting and believing in family. Now I am on my own. I am full of anger and anxiety, but each day becomes better. Some people I can rely on, but even that can be iffy.

    I use to be a follower and believe what I was told. Today I trust myself and do what I need to do for family and myself. Life is unfair, but being a follower is weakness, but following my heart and gut is what life should be all about. A leader is a strong willed person, but that is not I am not. I lead my family only and that is good enough for me.

    Trust yourself and believe in yourself because in the end that is all you have. I have learned things the hard way, and that made me a strong person, not on the outside, but inside my heart and soul that is what I am.

    Have a good day or night. Thanks for dropping by

  • One Special Man

    Daily writing prompt
    Share a story about someone who had a positive impact on your life.

    I have written about my husband a few times. Sorry it is repetitive. He is the only one who listened to me, loved me for me and excepted all of my flaws. Good and bad. It is lonely to grow old alone. But I am always faithful to him. He filled my life children, and happy moments.

    We met when we were children, and I did not know we would get married. He was amazing. We met another time, but it was a quick glance and a smile. But the third time it stuck. 35 years together. Wow. We had many things in common. Sometimes it was pretty scary.. Me as a girl and him as a guy. But the situations were somewhat different. Life is mystical and magical, but love was always the key to my happiness.

    It is sad that we could not live to old age together. I always respected him as a person, and I believed in him as much as he believed in me. When he got sick I looked after him, and I did not think twice about it. Love and patience I had for him. We ended up fighting a lot because he was miserable, but I always gave in and said sorry. No regrets. Love and trust is what we had for each other. Even though he is not here, I still love him.

    He was always believing in me when I did not believe in me. He said I should write because it made me happy. I feel writing is the only thing that I am good at, so here I am. No matter what happens live your life with trust, good communication, and honesty. Start your relationship with friendship because love is just the icing on the cake.

    Keep smiling and love each other no matter what.

    Thanks for reading and dropping by.

  • Voting

    Daily writing prompt
    Do you vote in political elections?

    No one ever sees the same outcomes because everyone has their own view on the world. Politics and government suck because no one wins. It is the politicians who are out for themselves and when they win, everything they talked about just shuts off and they talk about how they are going to make changes which rarely happen. Their agenda is more important then the people who voted for that person.

    If politicians lived like an average person, struggling with every day situations the world would be a very different place. But they came from rich families, or I should say most of them. Maybe one or two have struggled, but they do not have a learning disability so it gets them by. Even those who have struggled, do get into politics for their own agenda. Life is unfair, and there is no justice for the people who are struggling with every day issues. Some have it harder then others do.

    I don’t vote because why should anyone care what I have to say, or what I feel about life. My opinion does not matter, my thoughts don’t matter. My life never mattered especially when it was important for me for people to understand me. No one listened, and no one cared. So why should I care about people who don’t care about what I have to say. So I don’t vote for people I cannot trust because their agenda is greater than my opinion and feelings.

    No matter what one does it never ends in their favor.

    Thanks for dropping by and reading what I think about politics.

  • Freedom

    Daily writing prompt
    What does freedom mean to you?

    Freedom means you have a choice how you want to live your life. If you want long hair, or short hair that should be up to you. My parents controlled me and how long my hair would be. Today I am 62 and my hair is long and I like it.

    Freedom is believing in what you want to believe and not be swayed to what others want you to believe. It goes for politics too. Freedom is the right to go wherever you want to go and be with who you want to be. Let no one tell you how to live and what to believe in. In the end the choices you make are up to you.

    Love should be unconditional. It should be agreed between both parties. How you perceive love and what you want out of a relationship. Love should be friendship first and later the icing on the cake. Friends lasts for years. Life is not simple, but when you live it your way it makes everything worth your while.

    Freedom is not feeling trapped in a relationship where you do not want to be. You need to feel good where you are, and where you see your life. When you have someone to grow old with that is worth your weight in gold. Being rich or poor does not matter, but your friendship and trust should be the first thing on your list.

    Thanks for reading and dropping by. Have a good night or day wherever you are in the world.

  • Silent Cries

    I have not been writing for awhile because I am going through a lot of stress with new things to learn and do in my life. Being 62 sucks but life does go on. Only thing is my partner and best friend is gone. So I have to rely on me. It is really lonely with no friends, but my neighbors say hi from time to time so that is better then nothing. Sorry for being depressing and writing sad stuff. I know I am strong and life will get somewhat better. My kids who are now adults are keeping me on my toes. They are very special people in my life. They keep me going and moving on. So that is a plus.

    My writing is my healing and even my friend and I am cool with that. I get time for me when they go out so I am cool with that. I clean my house when I get angry. I work better that way too. My thoughts are on the back burner, so I concentrate on my tasks. It works. It truly does.

    I am sorry I am not reading your stuff, but I will find time. I am a slow reader. Hope you all are well. Take care. Have a good day or night.

    Thanks for dropping by.

  • My Family

    My kids who are now adults give me reason to be here and be strong for them. They are very special to me. My husband is always in my thoughts and we miss him. He is also my strength to go on and do what I need to do. My family is tiny, but it keeps me going. Have a good day or night.

  • My Quote

    Daily writing prompt
    Do you have a quote you live your life by or think of often?

    Never give up and fight for what you believe is right.

    Live your life your way, and let no one tell you, you can’t.

    Have the strength to carry on even though you feel you can’t.

    Look after your family and be good to them.

    Love the kids you have even though you feel anger with them. They have good days and bad days too.

    Never sleep with anger in your heart.

    Trust your gut and do what is right.

    Inner strength is hard, but it is worth it in the end.

    Thanks for dropping by plus these are my words.

  • Writing Stuff

    Daily writing prompt
    What topics do you like to discuss?

    I like to write about the paranormal realms, especially the spirit realm. I always felt a connection to the spirit world. I felt saved in some situations that scared me and I still have nightmares about. I always felt I was being watched, but it was for my protection. When I met my husband I really felt safe. I am glad he came into my life. In a weird way. I wrote about that earlier.

    I write about reincarnation because I believe in it. It all makes sense about the fears I have in this life. It even showed me why I don’t quit or even give up on myself. Reincarnation is a cycle, but sometimes it angers me because who remembers past lives. I was meant to in this life. It all ends up.

    I write about space and Aliens because I believe we are not alone. It would be a waste of space if it was just us. What is beyond the black holes. What other planets have life in them and what do they look like. Space is massive and we are like icing on a cake. Without the rest of the stuff that makes the cake it wouldn’t be a cake, just icing. Life is mysterious, and we are not the only beings. If we were life would be so dull and boring, and no one would wonder of this planet to find other life forms. Just something to think about

    I like writing poetry from time to time. Being here is what I enjoy because writing is what I do best. We all have a dream and writing is mine, and many a book or two. So who knows what the future will hold.

    Thanks for dropping by.

  • My Husband

    Daily writing prompt
    When is the last time you took a risk? How did it work out?

    My husband and i met when we were kids. We did not know we would meet again. We again, but we did not recognize each other. It was a quick smile. The third time we met was on double date. His friend did not show up, but we did meet for the third time and this time it stuck. Moved in with him 3 months after and married the year later and 35 years gone by. Sadly he died this year 2025. He will always be the love of my life. This month would have been 36 years together. love never ever dies when you love someone no matter what happens. I have no regrets and I would marry him again if I had the chance.

    Thanks for dropping by have a good day or night

  • My Girl

    My cat stole my chair. Just wanted to share her on my chair to prove cats sit where ever they feel comfortable.

    Sorry about the mess.

    My girl Moemoe.

    Thank you for dropping by

  • Hate

    Daily writing prompt
    Jot down the first thing that comes to your mind.

    There is so much hate. Religious wars. There is no peace anymore. I wish for one day at least no one would argue, threaten, or do anything to hurt someone. life has changed since the outbreak of Covid. Life is short, but hate ruins so much. Sorry for the downer, but it is the first thing I thought about today. Why can’t people just get along. Never going happen. There is more to life then religion. Taking over countries. Life will never change.

    Thanks for dropping by

  • A Funny Meeting

    Daily writing prompt
    Describe a random encounter with a stranger that stuck out positively to you.

    When I was in hospital because I was sick with my third child at that time. I met a woman and we hit it off. She was really nice to me and we became friends. I invited her to come to my house and we talked about things we had in common with. She showed me a Tarot Deck and she did a reading on me. Everything she said made sense. It was the first time even she came to the house. She came over a few more times. But the relationship did not work out. Her friend did not like me. So we parted way. But showing the Tarot cards I got hocked. I learned to read my own cards and from time to time I read my own cards. Then other things came about and I learned about witchcraft, and reincarnation and the spirit realm and my new ideas of life and what my life was came about. Life is weird, but somethings happen for a reason.

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  • Turning Back Time

    Daily writing prompt
    Write about a time when you didn’t take action but wish you had. What would you do differently?

    My husband and I went to a funeral for my aunt. We were going to the cemetery and my dad put me in the first car, with him and mom and some family members. He put my husband in another car. I wanted to go with him. My dad was really pushy. I couldn’t open the door. That shows me family does not care enough for family members. It really hurt me that when you truly don’t like someone it shows in your actions. It is sad that family shows their true self it odd ways. Life should not be like that. My mother-in-law never truly liked me, but tolerated me. It always comes out in the end. When her son died, she blamed me that he would not call. Now I don’t speak to her, and my parents. People say family is great, but I don’t think so. Always remember it is one’s actions that speak the truth, but words alone are just hidden lies.

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  • A Musician

    Daily writing prompt
    Describe a random encounter with a stranger that stuck out positively to you.

    A friend of my sister I really liked because he would listen to me when no one else would. He played in a band. I told my brother and sister about a concert I was in. It was at school. I invited both to come but they did not have the time for me. I asked my sister’s friend to come and he did. He told me he was proud of me. That made me cry, but I would never forget him. To this day he is in my memories because a stranger can make an effort, so why not family. I don’t know what he is doing now. But I will never forget him. A little kindness goes a long way. It is funny a stranger can make time, but family no. Go figure.

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  • I Don’t Know

    Daily writing prompt
    Where do you see yourself in 10 years?

    In ten years I will be in my 70s. Boy that sucks. I hope writing a book or so would get published, but I can’t see the future. Getting old sucks. But when i do more stuff in my life i might see a different picture. Life is full of ups and downs. But I always bounce back. Life is not perfect or even friendly anymore. But some people who like my stuff I write at least puts a smile on my face. Sorry for the sad note. But life will go on.

    Have a good day or night. thanks for dropping by

  • I Have Learned A lot About Family

    I Have Learned A lot About Family

    In my life the one person I call family is my children who are now adults and my husband who has past away is family. I have learned to trust my gut and do what I think is necessary and to forget the rest of the family. My brother and I are talking and that is fine, but the rest. Who cares. It sounds sad, but I am okay with it. I rely on me and I trust the decisions that I make. When you have a lot of lemons make lemon juice. If you cannot trust family . The one person to rely on is yourself. Writing is my comfort and that is good enough for me.

    Thanks for dropping by

  • Writer and a Book

    Writer and a Book

    I feel good when I write because it gives me peace. Somethings I write about scares people, but that is half the fun. Writing about the paranormal, spirit realm, witchcraft, and reincarnation. It all fits together. I even write poetry. It is like being in my own world, where nobody can enter but me. Writing is mystery and intrigue in the same time. I couldn’t ask for anything better because it makes people think. Think out of the box and not in it and world will open up.

    Have a good day or night and thanks for dropping by.

  • Weight Training

    Daily writing prompt
    What’s the most fun way to exercise?

    Men do weight training why not women. It is a great way to let out aggression and it speeds up your metabolism and it gives one a feeling of accomplishment. So why not train. It is also a good way to let out anger.

    It is better than smashing glass. Glass goes everywhere, so it’s safer to do weights.

    Have a good day or night.

  • My Brother

    Daily writing prompt
    Describe a positive thing a family member has done for you.

    My brother and i had a falling out and now the first time in over 20 years we are talking. The rest can stay out of my life and not give me grief. My two kids are my life now. I feel relieved that this stress is out of my life. If you can’t trust your own family who the hell can you trust. My life is my life.

    Thanks for dropping by

  • I Have Many Books

    I Have Many Books

    Daily writing prompt
    What book could you read over and over again?

    There are many books I would like to read. Witchcraft is one of my interests. Then there is reincarnation, and the paranormal. Spirits and hauntings is another. There are many books but I cannot choose which one I want to read. It also depends on what mood I am in. Thank you for dropping by. Keep reading

  • None Because

    Daily writing prompt
    If you could be a character from a book or film, who would you be? Why?

    Fiction is an escape that is cool. But real life is not fiction, but struggle and pain and challenges. But dreaming someone is cool because it gives you hope in another life to be someone you want to be. Have a good day or night.

    Thanks for dropping by

  • Freedom of Speech

    Freedom of Speech

    I saw on Reddit something to do with Canada and the United States. It angers me that our freedom is thrown out the window. What has happened in listening to the people of those countries. It seems to me we the people do not matter anymore. What we believe. what is important us, and having a say online does not matter.

    Fighting for our rights does not matter because we end up in jail or have a record for expressing our feelings about issues. Every day issues like, housing, education and what we can do and not do online.

    When we cannot comment about things online anymore we know the world is run by the rich and the average people don’t matter.

    The only way the world will change back to being fair and justice is when all people say no more. I doubt that will happen because billions of people cannot think together. It is money, power and greed that motivates people, not good reasoning and judgment.

    I am venting. I don’t write about politics, but this I believe had to be said.

    Everyone has a right to live in a warm house, everyone is allowed in education, and prices for food, clothing and fun stuff should be high priced. Taxes need a limitation, not a raise because we give money to other countries that can help themselves in creative ways.

    I guess no one likes talking politics.

    Rant over thanks for dropping by

  • My Flowers

    My Flowers

    I love taking photos around my home. I am a home body. So I hope you enjoy them like do. They come up every year. Have a good day and night.

  • Cats

    Daily writing prompt
    What animals make the best/worst pets?

    Cats are the best unless you are allergic to them. Then get a dog. I am a cat lover because they sit on your lap and cuddle with when you are sad. They cuddle also because they scared, anxious, unhappy and stressed. There love is unconditional. They know when you sad, miss someone in your life. They are your friend when there is no one in your life. Also a good reason to have a cat is you do not have to walk them in the winter. Stay warm much better. Also keep your cats indoors because they will not get hurt from outside things, like cars, trucks, and people who want to steal them. Plus you don’t want to be a parent. That’s all I got to say.

    Have a good day and night. And also thanks for dropping by.

  • I Don’t Watch The Olympics

    What Olympic sports do you enjoy watching the most?

    I like weight training. I feel it gives me power over my body. I am in control and my body listens to me. It just seems to be right for me. I know people like watching the Olympics but I never had an interest in watching it. But sometimes I would watch the special Olympics because it took people courage and determination to try and win. And some people did win the gold medal 🏅, some 🥈 and bronze 🥉. Life is full of challenges but it shows what kind of person one is.            Thanks for dropping by

  • I Wouldn’t

    Daily writing prompt
    How would you improve your community?

    If your own family does not listen to you. Your community will not listen to you. It’s sad but it is true. We all have our own view of the world. If people could put their politics away and work on the issues. Like education, housing, and taxes the community would get somewhere. People clash because they think everyone has to think the same way. It is not true. Sometimes we just have to do what is right for our family and let the rest work itself out. If countries can’t work together then how can communities do that. Just something to think about.

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  • Covid Has Changed Humanity

    Daily writing prompt
    How have you adapted to the changes brought on by the Covid-19 pandemic?

    It has changed for many people. How we treat each other. People fight more and it is because they are so stressed dealing with the virus that we cannot get rid of. Jobs have changed because they force people to take the vaccine. This is a world not of freedom, but of control. What has happened to freedom of rights. It is getting less and less. Even freedom to express ourselves online. When we walk out our door we wonder who is sick and who is not. My husband put in a interest way. You light an incense stick and anyone who smells it can get the virus. This virus cannot be seen, but it can be felt and than it is too late. The world is falling apart and we have to suffer for it. Be alert, but keep safe. Trust what your gut yes. Life use to be free and joyful and now it’s gone.

    Thanks for dropping by and keep safe because that is all we can do.

  • I am a night owl

    What are your morning rituals? What does the first hour of your day look like?

    I don’t want to get up. Leave me alone. By noon I feel okay to get up. Not all people love mornings. It is because of who and what I am. My life was upside down when my husband got sick and now I have to find my calling.

    Have a good day or night

    My 🕯️ light
  • Not A Follower

    Which aspects do you think makes a person unique?

    Too many people follow others. You should follow your heart ❤️. You should make your dream or dreams come true. Your life reflects you and only you. Or it should be any. There are many different aspects of a person. Honesty is good. Be the person you want to be. Communication is key 🗝️ to success. Have sympathy for others but back off when you feel something is not right. Be aware of people giving you negative vibes. Be with people who have positive energy. Life is mystical and magical and there is a doorway to open all the questions you want answered. Being unique is better than being like everyone else. Do not judge others to quickly ask questions so you can understand a person or persons. Life is not always greener on the other side. Humanity should not be about money, power and greed but equality for all. Let no one control you because only you can make yourself happy. It separates families, and friends but in the end it’s your life and no one else’s. You will find your inner peace and serenity and strength. This is not religious but a spiritual path. Always be your own person. When we try hard to please others only in the end that person suffers. It takes time, but in the end you are free and people see that. Plus being like everyone else would be boring. Being unique lasts a lifetime.

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  • Listening to the Whispers

    Feeling chills down my back

    Coldness and pain

    To sooth my soul I think of my best friend

    I know I am not alone in my house 🏠

    I hear sounds but they are good

    My heart ❤️ beats fast and I slow it down

    My cats are close and they tell me I’m safe

    Spirits come into my mind and dreams

    Then I want to scream

    They feel my fear but

    I am stronger than them

    Morning comes and then I am okay again

    The end

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  • My Book

    If you could have something named after you, what would it be?

    I love writing poetry and stories because I believe I was meant to tell my story because others are going through the same things. Proving myself can be a challenge because one hears phony stories that people don’t know what to believe. What I write about is true because I would not write it if I truly did not believe in it. Some people have it easy because they can prove what they are saying is true. I can’t because of personal reasons. Hope you enjoy my blog.

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  • None Believers

    People say the spirit realm is not real. It’s just your imagination. If you have lived my life you would say. Yes I believe. Everything in my life was planned even before I was born.

    I had many weird things happen in my life and if you lived my life you would say I don’t want to be here anymore. Life is not black or white. Reincarnation is very real and spirits can manipulate your energy and your mind at any time.

    Spirits can project negative feelings that can anger and drain you. They can make you fight with your partner. When you can’t heal your partner, it can break you down. My husband died quickly and I did write about him before.

    This was a test in my life so I would kill myself and just give up. I am still here. This is a story of patience and inner strength. When someone tells you spirits are real they are.

    They can feel your fear, they can touch your hair and they can make you so cold. They can give you night mares. You are not in control and they know you can’t do a thing.

    Stop and think about what I said. Spirits exist and they do have the control. Your dreams are a gateway. It can eat you alive.That’s good or bad.

    I hope people don’t have to live my life because it is hell. when you can’t live a happy life and it’s full of tears and hate you cannot trust anyone but the man who kept you safe, you would be lonely too.

    But I have the strength for my family and keep moving on until I am with my husband again in the spirit realm. It is a doorway to a better place.

    Sorry for the sadness, but this is the way I deal with my sorrow.

    Always keep in mind you can be touched by a spirit or two.

    This is a true story.

    Thanks for dropping by

  • Cartoons

    What makes you laugh?

    Watching cartoons. The Flintstones, Bugs Bunny 🐰 show. Age does not mean anything. If you are an adult you can like kids shows. Nothing wrong with that. Have a good day or night.

  • That age I would sleep did not think of a career

    When you were five, what did you want to be when you grew up?

    I want to write books, and sell my husband’s stamps. Never thought I would do it alone.  I wish my husband was here. Sorry sad moment. Have a good day or night.

  • Disabilities

    What’s something most people don’t understand?

    Most main stream people who don’t have a disability treat people with a disability like children and don’t believe anything they say. The disabled person shuts down and many times commits suicide. It is sad. People with disabilities just want to be treated normal and be heard. Life is a bitch when no one listens. Even siblings don’t treat them like people, they only see their disability and they stay away from them because they feel ashamed of them. If they were treated normally we would have a very different world. Love should be unconditional. Spend time with them not out of obligation but because you want to from your 💜 heart.

    Thanks for the likes. It means a lot to me.

  • I Like Computers

    How has technology changed your job?

    Writing online is cool. Because you see people’s reactions. They like it or they don’t.  Or they give a comment. Technology can be good or not. It depends on the person’s purpose. Be careful and be safe.  Have a good day or night.

  • Dedication To My Husband

    My husband died on St. Patrick day. I couldn’t do anything to save him. We were together for 35 years. We married for 34 years. He said when I moved in we were already married.

    His death was quick. He said I can’t breathe and he fell down. I couldn’t pick him up. So many people came. Life is not the same without him. He was not a happy person. He was in pain and he couldn’t walk for long periods of time. He had diabetes. He found out his heart ❤️ was weak.

    I know spiritually he is here with us. My house is cold a lot. I feel his presence, so I wear my robe a lot. I am glad he is in the spirit realm. Freedom is a blessing. No pain, which I am happy about and no damn 💊 pills.

    So cherish the people in your life and be truthful and honest. Love never dies unless you make it .

    The love of my life is gone, but my marriage will never die. He can’t be replaced. He would have done the same for me .  When your partner is sick, help him or her heal and make sure you tell them he or she is not a burden.

    Love is beautiful and precious. Especially when you know that person loves you and your faults.

    Good night or good morning

    Thanks for dropping by

  • My Abilities They Are Secret But

    I wish I had the ability to clean my house and keep it clean at least one day or twitch my nose and make it all clean at once. You cannot but I can dream.

    Daily writing prompt
    What’s a secret skill or ability you have or wish you had?
  • Love

    Love comes in small packages

    Be loving be kind be forgiven

    Friendship comes first

    And true love lasts forever

    Love is songs you hear together

    Love is laughing together

    Love is 💕

    Always remember the good time and forget about the bad

    Love is unconditional no matter the challenge

    Peace and serenity is and always the best and it lasts

    So trust your heart and your soul

    Thanks for dropping by

    Love is unconditional love is special and never let it go

    Have a good day and night

  • Writing

    What do you wish you could do more every day?

    I want to concentrate on my writing. I might get writers block, but something might pop up. Have a good day or night.

  • Roses

    What tattoo do you want and where would you put it?

    Roses 🌹 are my favorite flower. A crow and wolf on my back. But today I will not do it. Have a good day or night.

  • Weight training

    What strategies do you use to cope with negative feelings?

    It is a good way to let stress out. Plus it’s fun. Have a good day or night.

  • I Don’t Have One

    What is one word that describes you?

    I am just me. Have a good day or night.

  • Beauty

    Beauty comes from the heart and soul

    Beauty lies beneath the skin

    Beauty is what you say to me

    Beauty is not a beast

    Beauty is the words you speak to me

    Beauty is every breath you take

    Beauty might fade but what is on the inside is here to stay

    Especially when you look at me

    Beauty is what is in our hearts 💞

    Beauty is not giving up on me

    Beauty is the feeling of you touching me

    Beauty never dies and it never lies

    As long as there is you there will be no one else

    The end

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  • Summer

    I love the warm weather. I can sit outside and read or write on my phone or laptop. I can see my tulips coming up and the squirrels and birds flying around.

    Daily writing prompt
    What is your favorite type of weather?
  • Difference Between Supernatural and Paranormal

    Difference Between Supernatural and Paranormal

    There is a big difference between them. Supernatural beings are Aliens and also very unusual species which are in our oceans. Science wants to prove all things, but they cannot. We are not alone. It would be a big, big waste of space if it was just us. Supernatural is unexplained. Human beings think they know it all, but we don’t. If Aliens wanted to kill us and destroy earth they would have done it already. They are not worried about us, because we are destroying our own planet. We don’t even get along with each other, so why bother go to another planet. We live on money, power and greed, not working together, so they are not worried.

    In between our world and the stars and sky there are other realms. We are connected closely with spirit realm because when we die our spirit and soul move on. Some do and others stay in that realm.

    Spirits interact with us even though a lot of people have never seen a spirit. Some people have spirit guides who help us and even protect us. They have abilities that we cannot truly understand because we are not there. Death is a doorway and we truly don’t die , but move to another body. That is not supernatural, but paranormal. That is the difference between them. People can argue, but we believe what we want to believe.

    People want to have super powers, but they are not super powers, but abilities that cannot be explained by science. People want these abilities, but some people are more aware of what they can do. and others do not have these abilities for whatever reason. If we all did, the world would be a very different world. It truly would.

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  • Forza 6 and Lara Croft

    In the real world I don’t climb mountains and kill bad men. It is fun. In Forza 6. I drive and I beat the guys, but it’s my husband’s game. They don’t know they are playing against a woman. In real life I don’t drive, but it’s fun anyway. When I don’t play. I write. Have a good day and night.

    Daily writing prompt
    What activities do you lose yourself in?
  • The Death Card

    Tarot cards can be very meaningful, but you need to understand their meaning. When someone brings up the death card. The first thing that comes into someone’s head is. Oh God am I going to die? Which is never the case. Death is a doorway, but it is a new beginning somewhere else. In the spirit realm is a place, but you only go there when you truly die.

    The death card represents a new beginning. It could be an adventure of some kind. A trip to a place you have never been before. A new job. A new career. A new relationship. Or doing something you have never done before. It also means seasons changing. Winter to spring and then summer and fall and then it repeats again. Death is just a doorway, but it does not mean something bad. It just means a change. Reincarnation is the change.

    Death can be a sad moment, but it also can be a good thing. If a person was in pain, or sick they can get a chance of happiness in the spirit realm. They can talk to their friends, or family members, but only if you believe in the spirit realm. Spirits are not evil, but they are angry with the world. Or certain people. Like I said, death is a doorway to the spirit realm.

    So don’t fear death. It can bring peace of mind. So don’t fear death.

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    Magic

  • Flying High

    Let the wind soar me through the sky

    Let me run free and be me

    Freedom

    Let me go through black holes and see what is in the other side

    Let down my hair so I can feel the wind

    I fly at night and see the stars come out

    I feel the wind beneath my feet

    It’s so cool

    So that’s where I will stay

    This is where I find peace

    The end

  • Bewitched

    What movies or TV series have you watched more than 5 times?

    There is nothing wrong with magic. Plus cartoons no matter your age.

  • Into The Darkness

    When people look into the darkness they assume it is evil and demonic. Darkness means different things to different people. People can believe whatever they choose. When you look at life outside the box and not in it. It might not be so terrible and scary if people would look at it in a different light.

    Without mystery why would we have questions that want to be figured out. Curious thinking leads to questions about why are we here. What is our purpose in life. Why is reincarnation part of our lives? What is the reason this happens?

    Why are we part of the spirit realm? Curiosity would be why we can hear spirits, feel spirits and even see spirits. Not all of us can see spirits, but we can feel their presents, and we can feel them touching us in many ways. I know it can be scary and even terrifying, but in the same time they are where they want to be, and some just move on. Others have unfinished business that they need to finish in their lives. They stick around. When they feel satisfied they then would move on.

    There is more to life than what meets the eye. Life is very mystical. There are so many unanswered questions.

    Just because spirits are not beautiful or attractive does not mean they are they are evil or demonic. They are just very, very angry people when they were living.

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  • Being A Cat

    A cat is what I like to be. Sleep all day and up all not. Plus I can scratch and scratch and not get into trouble. I love to be a black cat. My favorite color. Black is the color of mystery and the unknown. So yes, a cat is what I want to be.

    Daily writing prompt
    Which animal would you compare yourself to and why?
  • Restless Mind

    Watching the stars at night and wondering what is in the sky

    Knowing if the planets have life that looks like our planet

    What kind of people are there

    What do they look like

    What do they eat

    How do they live their lives

    it would be a waste of space if it was just us

  • Writing

    I was told I write poetry good and i have a way of words. I am not sure if it’s great, but I do get my point across. i enjoy writing. Writing for me, helps me to express what i am thinking and feeling. Have a good day or night.

    Daily writing prompt
    What was the best compliment you’ve received?
  • Getting Old

    Getting older is not fun especially when you reach your 50s and older. You get sick or a bad illness. That sucks. I say you are old as you feel which helps. It is a frame of mind. I don’t want to live to be 100, but I want to happy with my best friend. Life can be bring challenges, but age is not stopping me for doing things I want. The thing i say keep your mind busy even play video games to keep your mind busy. Even do weight training. Even if it is light weights. Try not to get old. Ha!! Ha!! Have a good day or night.

    Daily writing prompt
    Write a letter to your 100-year-old self.
  • None

    Describe a phase in life that was difficult to say goodbye to.

    I am happy with my life now. My husband is my life now. That’s good enough for me.

  • What Part Of Us Holds Our Soul?

    Life is full of mystery and adventure. But there are some places where we never really thought to look. So many questions can be answered if we only think about it out of the box and not in the box. Without mystery we would not never question about the spirit realm, about Alien species, the planets, and life on other worlds and so much more.

    Tarot cards can answer questions that people are dying to ask. We need to give it a chance. Tarot cards are not a game, but a doorway to our subconscious mind. Our subconscious mind goes from one incarnation to the next. When we die our spirit also comes with us and the soul our subconscious memories come with us too. So we will not forget each life we have had. Without our subconscious memories we would not remember our past lives and we would just live in the here and now. But reincarnation is real.

    I thought a lot about why water bothered me, but today I understand why. Present fears are from fears from past lives which makes sense to me. What we fear comes from a past life that we had, and it could be many fears from different lives that follow you until you understand why it is that way. It is like a puzzle that you put together.

    Everyone’s soul is unique and each life is their own. Reincarnation is like being recycled but for a purpose. Which I am still trying to figure out. Death is just a doorway to the spirit realm. We never truly die. We are just reborn again as an animal or a human being. Animals have a soul too.

    When you think out of the box so many doors will open up for you.

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  • You never stop learning

    Trusting people I have learned the hard way don’t help people. People take advantage of your good nature. I learned to trust one person. He is my husband and my best. Learning never stops. There is something always to learn and even experience new things you never thought of before. Have a good day or night.

    Daily writing prompt
    What is the last thing you learned?
  • Butterfly

    Butterflies can be so beautiful with their different colors. They are free to go anywhere they want to go. Freedom is a beautiful thing, so a butterfly is free.

    Daily writing prompt
    Which animal would you compare yourself to and why?
  • No

    I am not a superstitious person. Not everything is black or white. There are gray areas in between. If I was superstitious I would not love cats especially black cats. They are beautiful. My favorite color is black. Even breaking glass is not true. My life is a good one. Bad things happen, but it does not last. My lucky number is 13. I met my husband that day. It was a Friday. Married a year later on the 14th and we are still together.

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    Daily writing prompt
    Are you superstitious?
  • Two Words I Don’t Believe

    Do you believe in fate/destiny?

    You make your world 🌍 the way you want. You can change your life if you choose to. No life is written in stone.

  • My Hair Brush

    My hair is important. My blanket. My laptop. So I can write stuff that I enjoy to share. Check my blog.

    Daily writing prompt
    What are three objects you couldn’t live without?
  • Space and Beyond

    Space and Beyond

    We were never alone. I am not a believer in God, but I am a real believer in the paranormal realms. The spirit realm is very close to us. Human beings truly never die. Their physical form dies, but our spirits lives on. We take our subconscious memories to each life we have had. We don’t remember the animals we were, but being human, there is a lot of memories to explore and understand.

    People have wanted to travel other worlds. No one is truly happen because if you question everything, you are looking for something to fill your life with serenity, but a lot of people never find happiness. Growing up I was never happy, but being with my husband and best friend. He made my life better. I have found meaning in my life. I even have two wonderful kids who are now young adults. The world made shows on Alien beings, and space ships, because deep in our souls we want to find a connection with something that is greater than us.

    The spirit realm is real because some people who I know are closer to me in death because they cannot be here in the flesh. I miss my grandparents very much. Love never dies. it truly does not die. We will never be alone. It would be a great waste of space if it was just us.

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