What’s a movie or book that inspired you to travel?
I like staying in one place. I like being at home. It is my safe place. It is where I feel comfortable. If I was a 🐦 bird. I would go all over the world. I am not a bird, so I stay home. If I was another person I might travel, but I am just me.
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If you could erase one trend from history, what would it be?
I believe we all have our own style. I don’t like being told what to wear, and what colors I look good in. Also how long or short my hair should be. Even what color my hair should be.
My favorite color is black 🖤. It drove my parents nuts, and I loved that. I still love black at my age.
Be you.
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What is the best excuse you have heard lately?
People are terrified of bed bugs. They don’t even want to stand near you. So they make up any excuse not to visit you. Not even businesses want to come in. Just ranting today.
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Do you think we’re shaped more by our experiences or by who we are?
Our experiences make us who we are. I believe that strongly. Our actions say so much about people we are close with. Be it friends and even family. I believe being honest with someone is very important. I believe someone has to prove what they say to me through their actions. Words are not enough. What I believe in is based on my own feelings and how I see the world. My opinion is my opinion. What I believe is important to me. If people don’t agree with me. I don’t mind because I believe what I believe is true. Life is about living your life your way. In the end it’s your life anyway. I have experienced a lot in my life, and I am still learning new things. Life has its lessons and even at my age I am still learning. Experiences happen at any age
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If you had to be an animal for a week, which one would you be and why?
I wouldn’t call it an animal, but a little creature. A butterfly 🦋 is a symbol of freedom. To fly and go anywhere I wanted to go. A butterfly 🦋 doesn’t have a long life, but a butterfly 🦋 is beautiful. Monarchs are beautiful with their colors. Freedom is a beautiful word because you can do anything you want to truly do. Life is short, so make it your way.
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What’s a piece of technology you’re convinced will exist in 20 years?
The computer age is here. Which can be good and bad. It is what we do with it that is important. There are conveniences to it.
Writing and getting known without having to leave your house. That works for me. Making images I cannot draw on paper. That works for me. We live in a world of opportunities, so why not computers and cell phones to make it useful to people who need it. So I believe they are here to stay.
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Which book have you read more than any other?
There are different books 📚 on gemstones and their meanings. I enjoy looking up the meanings. It is a spiritual experience for me. These gems help me heal. I read books 📚 on reincarnation, and witchcraft books. There is magic in these subjects that intrigues me.
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Are you a lifelong learner?
I enjoy learning new things. I took a course in the paranormal and finished with honors. I enjoy mystery and magic. Reincarnation is intriguing to me because it opened to why I feel different about things. The spirit realm intrigues me because I know people I care about are still watching over me. I believe in aliens life form. They are a part of us. That is only my belief. You never stop learning. The more you learn makes you more knowledgeable. I wish I could go beyond the stars. To see what is beyond us.
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What’s a chapter of your life you’d title “The Hard Years” — and what got you through it?
When my husband passed away. My life changed. I depended on him for a lot. Now I rely on myself. It is not easy. I do ask for help which is hard for me. I need to trust again. My children who are adults now help me, so that gives me courage to do what I need to do. I cry a lot but that is my healing way. Writing helps me cope too. The people who follow me here I appreciate. So thank you for following my journey.
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What’s a book you think deserves a sequel?
Tess is a love story, and betrayal. It is in a time period that had hard ships and sacrifices. It was about family. There should be another book about her daughter that fell in love and what happened to her. Love never dies. We all need it.
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What villain actually had a good point?
Without a villain you can’t have a great story. If you always have good guys it would be boring. It is the same in real life too. You have good people and you have bad people. When you can’t trust someone it is for a good lesson. Real life has villains in it, but they don’t wear costumes, but business suits. It is something to think about. Without any villain life would be boring. With mystery comes adventure.
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If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?
I like it where I am. My neighbors know me and I know them. It is a nice area where I live. My house 🏡 is mine and my adult kids live with me. So I am happy here.
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Is a little chaos actually good for us?
It depends on what is going on. My bed bugs are seriously hard to get rid of. My daughter found a video online and it works. It kills them on the spot.
That to me is chaos. Getting my life back would be nice. Time will tell.
I have learned a lot about myself. I have learned to trust people to help me when I need help and still do things on my own. My life gave me lemons but I made lemonade 🍋 instead.
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What do you love now, that you hated when you were younger?
I hated being told. I can’t have long hair. I was told how to live. I trusted family and now I don’t. I am free . Life is better when you can make your own choices.
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Who is your favorite blogger to follow?
I enjoy following people who enjoy following me. Who likes what I write about and I follow people who I enjoy reading about. It is as simple as that.
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Hit 5,000 steps today and drop your achievement here — we’re cheering you on!
Living is an achievement in itself. I was meant not to live at birth, but here I am. I didn’t think I would walk and be in a wheelchair. My parents told me that. I walk even though my legs don’t want to. I never thought I would get married, but I did. I never thought I would have children, but I did. That is my achievement. My achievements came with determination and if I didn’t have that I would not be here writing about it. My life was a challenge and it still is. My kids who are adults keep me going.
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What’s the best way to deal with negative thoughts?
When you are sad then think happy thoughts. When you are worried try thinking of other things. When you are depressed think of happy moments. It is not easy, but trying is a step in the right direction. Life can be challenging when we fear doing things, but without trying we won’t know if we can do something. We have our good days and our bad days. Never give up when life feels hopeless.
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What’s a time you followed your gut and it turned out to be exactly right?
There were many times I felt weird and something wasn’t right. But I never told anyone. I could pick up on the vibes I would get. The only person I told was my husband. So that is my story.
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What’s something you used to believe as a kid that seems ridiculous now?
Growing up I did believe in my parents. Today I don’t talk to them anymore. I believed they loved me. Now I don’t love them. My childhood was hard. Life goes on. As children we trust our family, but I don’t trust anymore.
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What’s a piece of media (book, movie, song) that changed how you see the world?
I enjoy movies online, if they are free. I enjoy books, but I buy them. I listen to YouTube music and shows and I am cool 😎 with that.
But what I enjoy the most is writing on WordPress. I enjoy sharing my thoughts and what intrigues me. I appreciate the likes.
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If you could change the ending of any book, which one would it be?
I plan to write books 📚. I wish I had a happy ending , but there is one for disabilities. I want to write about it. And other books too. When my life is back to normal. I can focus on my books 📚.
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Which languages do you speak and how did that impact your life?
English is an interesting language. Writing it can get confusing, but saying it is not so bad. But if you know a teacher they correct you a little too much especially in front of your family. But life goes on.
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What’s the best advice you’d give to someone younger than you?
I am 63, but my spirit feels younger. People say I look 50 maybe younger. I color my hair, and I wear makeup. I don’t care what people say. I am me. My mind feels young. Enjoy who you truly want to be. Let no one tell you how to live and tell you what to do. Life is short so live it your way. No matter what your challenges are. Keep believing you are worth it.
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Who are you most inspired by?
I am not inspired by anyone in particular, but I do believe in my husband. He passed away, but when he was alive I admired him, trusted him and believed in him. He was my best friend and still is. He gave me the strength to believe in me. He was truthful. He was my inspiration. My daughter and son give me encouragement. I couldn’t ask for anything better than that.
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What’s your top tip to be successful in life?
For anyone to be successful you should believe in yourself. That is a hard thing to do when a lot of your life is negative. Life is a challenge, but inner strength and will can take you places where you never thought possible. Challenges might be challenging, but keep being persistent because anything is possible. All people can’t do everything, but believe in your goals and your dreams. Nothing is impossible. Don’t quit because trying leads to success. Never give up your dreams when people say you can’t. It’s your life.
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What’s a book, movie, or TV show that you wish you could experience again for the first time?
Although Harry Potter is fiction. I still enjoy watching magic. Hollywood has made it intriguing and scary. Real witchcraft is not Harry Potter, but it does have traits of magical stuff. Potions, spells, and closeness with nature. There is nothing wrong with magic.
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What’s a common misconception people have about happiness?
People say you need money 💰 to be happy. Yes we need 💰 money. But more importantly we need to be true and trustworthy to those people we love the most. To be truly happy one needs to be truthful about what they want out of life, and what is your lifestyle. Happiness is not about the money 💰, but happiness is about living your life your way and not letting anyone telling you how to live. That is happiness 😊.
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If you could instantly master any skill, what would it be and why?
Having memories that are meaningful to me like my husband, and my children. They are very important to me. When you are born normal and have no issues you wouldn’t understand what it would be like to not remember the simplest memories .
I would love to remember so much. I remember things, but even that is limited.
I wish my memory was better. I would love to have that ability. I still struggle but I try and remember. When things are routine I remember. Life challenges me everyday, but I take one day at a time.
Writing helps me remember and I am glad I have this ability.
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What is one way you have grown this year?
Learning Life is a continuing lesson . You never stop learning.
When my husband passed away last year. I have learned to look after my family and myself. It is not easy, but I am learning. I am growing in learning to rely on myself. It used to be my husband making the decision and now it’s me and I think I am doing pretty well.
Life has its ups and downs and time will be better.
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What’s a thing you were completely obsessed with as a kid?
I always wondered what is above the stars, the planets, and if we were truly alone or not. I believe it would be a waste of space 🚀 if it was just us.
Life is a mystery. Why are we here. What is our purpose. What do we need to learn. Life is a puzzle 🧩 and I like puzzles.
I always wondered if the stars are gateways to other planets and places. What would be there, and what life is out there. I hope life there is better than here.
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What is something you wish you could tell your 20-year-old self?
I wish I knew my
rights. I wish I wouldn’t have relationships until I met the right guy. I wish I could have done many things. But I have learned a lot and I will do better in my next life.
I believe in reincarnation and second chances. I hope that life will be better than this one. I don’t regret my husband and my kids. May my husband’s spirit be free.
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Write your guide to setting healthy boundaries in relationships.
Being truthful is a great start. Don’t pretend to be someone you’re not. Be yourself.
Having the same interests. Enjoy the same things. Don’t be fake, be real.
If you can sit in the same room all day and talk about anything to everything. Then you are with the right person. Be patient, be loving and listen to each other. Be best friends.
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Do you think humans will ever colonize Mars? What would life there actually look like?
I don’t think so because we don’t get along here. We have wars with each other, we hate people we don’t even know. We can’t get along with people, so why go to Mars and make the same actions there.
I believe we have destroyed places where we should have left alone. We live in a selfish world. We need to work out our differences here first. But I don’t see that.
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What’s a cultural tradition from another country that you wish existed in yours?
There are beautiful cultural things people do. I can’t choose anyone. But I would rather create my own thing then follow others. That is how one creates beautiful experiences.
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What’s your favorite meme?
I like to make people smile. It is my way to make people happy. A happy smile is just saying I like what you write. There is nothing wrong with smiling. If I put a 💜 heart people would take it the wrong way. So smile 😀 and have a nice day or night wherever you are in the world 🌍.
What are the biggest mistakes people make when visiting your country?
I stay at home and I don’t travel. No one visits me, so I don’t know.
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What’s a song that always puts you in a good mood?
This was my wedding song. It is a happy song because my husband picked that song. He gave three kids. My first born I don’t get along with, but my other two are great. They live with me. The song will always be in my 💜 heart. He brought love and friendship into my life and I will never forget that.
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Share a proverb you think is completely wrong and make your case.
I don’t think it’s a proverb but it’s what I believe.
The family is loving and protective and truthful. To me I have learned the hard way you can’t trust your family. It is their actions through my experiences that made me feel the way I do.
To me family is not blood, but they are there because they want to be. Their actions are truthful. They don’t lie to you. That to me is family. It is not by blood, but by loving someone because they mean something to you.
My family has 3 people in it and I can live with that. If I meet a man that I can trust then I will be happy again.
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What’s a fear you’ve overcome — and how did you do it?
No one wants to be alone. I do have my children. I still feel alone. My husband was my best friend even in death he will always be my best friend.
My family I believed in lied to me and trust is gone. My brother is the only one I can write to, but our relationship is distant.
I didn’t give up because my children who are now adults still need me. They gave me strength to carry on.
My fear is walking out my door and doing what I need to do. Anxiety holds me back, but I fight it.
Writing also keeps me going because maybe I can cheer up someone who is in my position.
Fear can make you or it can break you. Life goes on and I take one day at a time.
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What’s the best way to build self-confidence?
Building self confidence can be stressful, but worth it in the end. It builds confidence. It makes you more determined. It is power, and that you are in control.
I want to build strength in myself, by doing weight training, but starting is the hardest part. I need to believe in myself. One step at a time. Confidence comes with making mistakes but learning makes you stronger too.
The more confidence you feel will make you believe in yourself. Keep believing.
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What’s a show that had the perfect series finale?
Shows are fine but when the series ends it is a little sad because they should have made the ending more exciting. Even with some movies, life goes on. Some endings are okay and others suck.
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How do you build loyal subscribers?
I don’t believe in loyal subscribers. If you are interested in a subject or subjects people write you will follow them. It is as simple as that.
Even if one person likes what you write that means something to the writer. If you follow someone and do not like what they write, then why bother following. Is it because you want many followers and you don’t care about their content. If you like something it shows your interest is sincere.
Liking something is great, but people should be real in what they enjoy reading.
When people write a log blog it is time consuming, but what is important is what they write about means something to you.
Enjoy what you write because you are here for you. People liking your work is a plus, but in the end what matters is what you want to share makes you feel good.
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Do you believe in minimalism?
How do you get rid of thirty years of stuff and clutter. What to toss and what to keep.
The memories of going for walks with my husband, watching him play fallout 76 and just being in his presence was good enough for me. The simple things are the best.
Getting rid of stuff that is another.
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Do you believe in soulmates? Why or why not?
I do believe in soulmates because I knew my husband in past lives. We had many lives together. My soul remembers each life we had, but I can’t collect those memories. I wish I could. Reincarnation is part of us if it wasn’t we wouldn’t feel a special attraction to someone. People say you wish you were that person, but I believe I was that person. How can you know something without being that person.
People say when you die everything dies, but I believe that is not true because my husband’s spirit is with me and my family. Love never dies unless you make it that way. His love is always with me and I know when I die we will meet in the spirit realm. When you love someone money 💰 is not worth anything, but true love never dies and that is priceless.
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What’s something you’d love to see in the future, but know you probably won’t live to witness?
In this world 🌍 we live in Wars, communism and a lot of hate. We have religious wars and political wars. We hate people we don’t even know because we are brought up to hate people’s religious beliefs.
Why I call the title freedom is because we are told how to live, who to marry, and who our friends should be. It’s so wrong.
Freedom is living life your way, and living your dream and marrying whoever you want. I would love to see peace, but that will never be.
Life is complicated so why make it worse. Humanity is so divided, it will never be. Freedom is lost. So sad.
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What’s a moment in your life that felt like it was straight out of a movie?
I was in the park because my school was in a building that had a small gym. It was a nice day. So gym day was outside in the park. My gym teacher wanted me to get the guys from the other side of the park. It was a bit of a distance. The guys were watching the girls from a high tree . On the way there I felt I was being watched. It gave me the chills. I suddenly stopped and looked at the road and I felt I was being watched. I didn’t see anyone. I, all of a sudden started running as if my life depended. I didn’t tell anyone because no one would believe me. I always felt I was being watched. It was creepy and I will never forget that day.
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Go on a walk today and share a photo of something that catches your eye.
I don’t go out much, so this is not taken today. I only walk with my son just in case I fall. I do love taking pictures of nature and flowers too
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What’s the first book you ever finished and still remember to this day?
I remember it because I enjoyed it. I do like other books 📚. The paranormal stories, reincarnation, even about witchcraft. Even stories about spirits. Ghost 👻 stories. These subjects intrigue me because they have opened doors to so much. Even 📚 books on gemstones and their uses. I even enjoy stories about Aliens because I know they exist. Without mystery we wouldn’t question anything. Mystery intrigues me too.
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What’s the most profound piece of advice you’ve been given? Did you take it?
I believe with all my heart that trust is a very important part of any relationship. It includes family. If you can’t trust your own family who can you trust. Relationships are important because everyone needs someone to depend on. My husband who passed away was the one person I could trust. He didn’t hide anything from me. My parents hid a lot from me, and I will never forget or forgive them. To me trust has to be earned. Not just by words, but through their actions.
People can say I love you and I want the best for you, but when you hide important facts, and you find out it is just lies. You can’t trust family, or even friends. I have learned to trust myself. If anyone comes into my life. They have to prove their actions are true and what they tell me is true. It is important to trust what your gut tells you.
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If you had an unlimited budget for 24 hours, what would you do?
I wish I had the money to fix my house. I would get new windows 🪟, doors. I would fix the electrical in my whole house 🏡. When you have money you don’t think about having to struggle with money. You buy what you want. Fix stuff.
I wish I had the money 💰, but I have to pay my bills first.
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How do you handle fear and self-doubt?
When you are on your own. Crying and sitting in bed is the only way I know. I put off what I need to do. Eventually I get around to doing what I need to do.
Anxiety is something you can’t explain to someone who is not in the same position as you. They think you’re faking your emotions. Just to get attention. It is not true.
People think I am a strong person but deep down I am crying for help but no one listens. I am not here to get attention, or someone to feel sorry for me. It is my way to release my feelings about anxiety. It is a disability. It is not noticeable, but it exists.
I believe fear comes from anxiety, but how people deal with it is different for each person. Having no friends makes life more challenging. People say no one is alone, but that is not true. I live for my kids, that keeps me going.
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What’s a moment that made you question reality?
When a family is not truthful and they hide their truths. I know this through my experience with family. It is also trusting what you were brought up to believe and realizing later in life what you believed is now not true. It is hard for me to trust anyone because I was lied to all my life. Trusting people only comes through their actions, not just words being said. I have learned a lot about people since my husband passed away. Reality is looking after my kids and making sure they are not being lied to. Reality is hard enough especially when I am on my own.
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What is the meaning of life?
Life means different things to different people. My life was one challenge after another. But I fought and I never gave up.
I didn’t know what my dream was, but I know what my dream is now. To write books 📚 . That is my challenge. To succeed in this tough industry.
Life is about living your dream and not giving up. I have lost a lot, but at the same time. I didn’t give up. I have learned to rely on myself. That is what life is all about.
I always say. Trust your gut. It won’t steer you wrong. Life is about challenges, failure or success. It all depends on you.
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How do you stay motivated when learning something new?
When you are interested in a subject that is a start in the right direction. I am interested in the paranormal realms. The spirit realm intrigues me because I have learned when you pass away your spiritual body, and your soul and personality goes with you. Death is a doorway to the spirit realm. I believe in it. Reincarnation is a second chance in life. What intrigues me may not intrigue you, but another subject may intrigue you and give you the motivation to learn more about what you enjoy. I hope this helps you. I am also intrigued by weight training, but staying motivated is difficult, but when I am ready I will get into it again. Strength is not always physical but emotional. Whatever intrigues you is a starting point to any interest.
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What’s a word or phrase that annoys you?
I really hate that word. It makes me feel old. There are words that just annoy people. The only word I truly hate is dear. If you don’t know my name ask. But only if I want to share my name I will, if not it is for a reason.
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If you could erase one movie from your memory and watch it again for the first time, which one would it be?
I enjoyed watching it. It was romantic, and it was a tragedy. It was done really well.
Life is really scary when you are in the middle of nowhere.
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What’s a moment that made you realize you were stronger than you thought?
Life is hard when you can’t trust your own family. When I moved out of the house. My life changed. I felt independent. It was a good feeling. My husband was my best friend and rock. When he passed away my life changed again. I learned to rely on myself. That is my strength now. Strength does not always mean physical, it can be emotional strength.
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What’s a simple pleasure in life that brings you joy?
Love is an important part of my life. It shows caring, being with a person no matter what. It is about trusting which is very important. Good communication helps too. The only people I trusted was my husband and my children. I hope I can trust a man again because I am not ready to die. I will always love my best friend, but life goes on.
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What’s a book that completely surprised you?
I was intrigued when I started reading books 📚 on reincarnation. It explained a lot about my childhood. I was also intrigued about my personality and why I feel connected to weight training and strength. Also why I fought for living life my way. Reincarnation is not made up of experiences but real experiences that I went through that affect my life today. I feel a strong connection with the lives I had. It is intriguing when you think about it with an open mind. I believe also when you dream of a past life, it is a door to your deep subconscious memories that want to be explored. It is not your imagination, but memories that are awake inside of you that want to be remembered.
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If you had to describe your ideal life, what would it look like?
I have had a hard life. I believed my family loved me and I could trust them. Today I am on my own. I don’t trust my family. I talk to my brother and I am okay with that.
When my husband passed away my life changed again. He was my best friend. I know he is in a better place.
I hope I find a friend who will grow old with me. I hope I will be lucky. One man is enough for me. Trusting is difficult, but I would give a man a chance. That would be great.
Life has its ups and downs and I hope my life will be good again. I have never been a quitter. My children who are adults keep me going.
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I scream, but no one listens
I cry and no one cares
I am falling
I am alone
People tell me I am strong
But I want to curl up and cry
I feel powerless
Life is unfair
Where did I go wrong
Sadness is my friend
Healing doesn’t help
A hug would help
But no one is around
I am falling
I am falling
The end
What’s a moment you wish you could freeze and live in forever?
When I met my husband. I fell in love. He wore black sunglasses. A Guns and Roses jacket and jeans. I felt safe with him. We have never separated. We went for a walk and he left on the last bus. I wish that day was every day. I know life doesn’t work that way, but my love for him will never die. I will remember all the good days, and not the bad ones. I know he is still with me spiritually. That helps me heal.
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What makes you nervous?
When I walk out of my house 🏠 I am nervous. When I make decisions I am nervous. My anxiety is very real. My parents never listened to me. People say I am strong, but deep down I am scared. I relied on my husband for so long, but now it’s time I rely on me.
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Describe a risk you took that you do not regret.
I am in my sixties now and I have learned a lot about trust, respect, and communication. People say listen to your parents, your brother or sister.
I have learned to listen to what my gut says. I am alone, and that is okay because I don’t have to pretend to care about people who only cared about themselves.
I have learned to depend on myself. Life gave me a bad hand, but I still didn’t give up. I have challenges, but I am not a quitter.
When I met my husband. I became happy and I did what I wanted to do. He was my rock, my friend and one I trusted with all my heart ❤️. I have learned to love myself. Time doesn’t heal loss, it makes you stronger. I do what I need to do even if I am not sure if it is right or wrong, but it is my choice.
Taking a risk comes with consequences, but I know I made the right choices.
If you can’t trust your family, who can you trust.
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What is your favorite restaurant?
I like eating at home. Restaurants are too noisy. Eating at home is more relaxing. When my husband and I didn’t want to make dinner. We would order Swiss Chalet or pizza 🍕. Good enough for me.
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Describe one positive change you have made in your life.
I have learned the hard way not to trust anyone. I learned the hard way to rely on myself. I believed my parents would be there for me. I was wrong. I believed my friends cared. I was wrong. I believed sharing my disability would make people understand me more. I was wrong. I trusted people, and I trusted family. My life was lies, and deceit. The only thing I do have is my children. I can rely on them. I live in a world of lies and deceit. I came to the conclusion to rely on myself. It is sad that people I cared about turned on me. Trust what your gut tells you. No matter what life throws at me, I can deal with it myself. In the end it’s me against the world. I fought my whole life and I am still fighting. That made me stronger. The only person who believed in me was my husband and now I have to learn to just to trust myself.
People say family is wonderful, but when they lie. There is no trust. Having a disability makes life harder, but fighting it makes me stronger. Anxiety is a real illness, so listen to the people who have it because only they know themselves the best. Life is not fair when you don’t have a hand to hold. So not trusting anyone can make you stronger 💪. Truth is strength because you know who to believe in and who not to believe in.
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What are 5 everyday things that bring you happiness?
My kids make me happy, but I still feel empty. Love I had died, when my husband died. I love my kids who are now adults and that keeps me going.
Happiness is when things are good. I don’t feel happy. I feel my life is sinking in sand and I can’t get out. I put on a smile and I hide what I feel inside.
Happiness is an illusion because not everyone feels joy, I feel angry. I trusted someone, but that was taken away. Maybe one day that will change.
Happiness is good when you have people you can count on. When you are alone, happiness disappears. Only time can heal your heart.
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What job would you do for free?
I know when you get married. You are not paid for being a mother. It is a choice. It is a commitment. It is a responsibility. There are no rules. But two important points. It takes patience and love. I don’t regret being a mother because loving your children comes from the heart. Parents make mistakes, but love and patience comes with understanding your kids for who they are. I would do it again.
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Who was your most influential teacher? Why?
I had private sessions with my art teacher. I went to her house and we would make arts and crafts together. Her studio smelled like oranges and cloves. I miss her.
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You can take small steps
You can take big steps
Once you fall you get up
Once you fall you sit
And you think
Should I give up
Or should I keep trucking
My life is up and down
But I climb the steps once again
I am not a quitter
I take a sip of my icecap
And start all over again
The end
Where would you go on a shopping spree?
I buy online because I don’t have to go out and spend money 💰 I don’t have. Plus I can take my time and choose stuff. Plus it comes to me.
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What is one question you hate to be asked? Explain.
I like answering questions on Quora. I am honest about what I feel. People have deleted my answers, but I would say what I feel again. It is hard for people to believe what I believe. I feel what I think and feel is real to me. That matters.
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I wondered what is beyond our massive universe. The stars shining bright, what could they be. Are they just lights so we can see the planets, the moon. Are the stars planets we don’t know about.
I know we are not alone. What types of alien beings are there? Who knows. How long have they been watching us. What can we learn from them.? Why are they interested in us? Who knows?
Are we meant to travel to other worlds? Are we meant to learn lessons before we can reach other planets?
I see how beautiful our sky is, but I see so much destruction here on our planet earth. When will our wars be over? Who knows. Peace is not in our near future. I wish it was. The world is full of mystery and intrigue.
We went to the moon and now we are trying to reach Mars. What next. Who knows.
Just my thoughts.
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Describe the most ambitious DIY project you’ve ever taken on.
I painted my bathroom. I enjoyed doing it. I did my kids rooms too. It was fun. I used beautiful colors. When I showed my mother -inlaw. She shook her head and walked back downstairs. I was really hurt. My parents said I did a good job. Nothing I ever did was wonderful or great. I was proud of myself. That matters the most.
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Who are your favorite people to be around?
My kids are my life. They both put a smile 😀 on my face. Even when they fight I love them. They still live with me, and without them I would be lost. I am glad they love living with me. They keep me on my toes.
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If you could permanently ban a word from general usage, which one would it be? Why?
Why would I change any words. No matter what any words mean, the meaning is different to different people.
Words are like a puzzle 🧩. When you write a poem it means something. When you write a story. It means something. Any word can offend someone. So why ban words at all. Words can insult someone, maybe cheer someone up. It all depends on what a word means to you.
Words can be ugly or beautiful or offend. It all depends on what you want to believe.
Without words you couldn’t write a sentence. You couldn’t express yourself. Plus there wouldn’t be books 📚 to write.
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What advice would you give to your teenage self?
I met many guys and no one cared about me as a person. They cared that my parents had money. I wish my mother would have told me about guys. She never did. When I did meet the man who loved me for me. I was happy. I wished I had a job which paid me good money. My parents told me to live on disability. I wish I never listened to them. I can’t go back in time. I hope the books I write will give me a living. Life is difficult when you have many challenges in your life. Until people understand what it is like to have a disability they won’t understand the struggles people with disabilities face. I wish many things, but you can’t redo your life, but live it to the best of your ability.
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Write about your approach to budgeting.
I buy what is important. I pay my bills. Buy things I need. I buy for my family first. If I am in a good mood I buy for myself. Money is important, but necessities always come first. Life is a rollercoaster. I have my good days I have my worry days which are often. Life is unfair to those on a fixed income. The rich get richer and people who are struggling every day worry where their next meal is going and if they will lose their house 🏡. It is sad the choices we have to make just to stay afloat. I am lucky to have my family with me. People should be great full if they have their partner with them. It takes two. Spending 💰 you have to worry about. I wish I was that lucky. Until something happens in your life, try hard to put money away. It just might save your life. Life should be better than this. Keep your family close. In the end that is all we have.
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Tell us about your favorite pair of shoes, and where they’ve taken you.
I go for a walk and I enjoy it. Taxi cabs are expensive, so I walk. In the winter time I stay home, but I go out if I have to. Running shoes are comfortable. High heels 👠 no thanks. Flats are okay with dresses. I would rather walk with comfort than suffer in pain. Running shoes come in many colors and that is 😎 cool.
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Are you patriotic? What does being patriotic mean to you?
I used to believe that I was living in a free country. I used to believe it was a safe place to live. Not anymore. We live in a world of greed and control. A spouse dies and you end up with less. It is not justice. It is unfair. Life is about living and happiness. I don’t see that. Freedom is lost online and in living life. When is enough, enough. The rich get richer. The people who struggle have to go to services to feed their family. If we had a prime minister who cares about the people we would be better off. Until then. I do what I have to do to live. My kids are my priority. I wish life is better but I only can wish.
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If there were a biography about you, what would the title be?
Witchcraft has always fascinated me. Doing dishes without touching the dishes. That would be fun. Maybe twitching my nose to make my bed. Even healing something that is not right about me. People assume witches and warlocks are evil people, but that is wrong. The spirit realm and reincarnation and nature have a lot to do with witchcraft. My life is not ordinary, but very interesting. If everyone was ordinary life would be boring.
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If you had the power to change one law, what would it be and why?
People get in trouble when they fight someone. Maybe that person was being bullied and no one cared to intervene. You both were charged for fighting. The laws protect the bullies. We need to protect ourselves from those who harm us. It also includes protecting our home and family and keeping them safe. It is time for a change in our system.
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The most important invention in your lifetime is…
I enjoy writing and expressing my likes and what I believe. The computer gives me the opportunity to do so. I could research stuff online and play games. It does have its downfalls, but that is part of life. Enjoy your weekend. Have a good day or night wherever you are in the world 🌍
How do significant life events or the passage of time influence your perspective on life?
I have learned the hard lesson. Rely on me. Trust my gut feelings. I have learned not to trust people. You only get stabbed in the back. That includes family members. When you don’t think like your parents do, or you vote differently. Or you don’t do what they say. You’re bad. If you say something they don’t agree with, they just walk away. My life was based on guilty feelings, and feeling left out of things. It is sad, the family can’t accept who I am. When I go right, they go left. Life is complicated, parents make it worse. If you can’t trust your family, then who can you trust.
I live my life my way. I do what is best for my kids. I listen to them, and I trust them. My family is three of us. I hope I meet a man to be buddies with. Growing old alone sucked. It really does. My husband who died will be remembered. It will always be my best friend. I trusted him. Family doesn’t have to be blood related. I learned that growing up.
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Write about a few of your favorite family traditions.
Growing up I didn’t enjoy the holidays. I thought they were boring. I still do. Religion wasn’t important to me.
My grandmother made a cake for my dad’s birthday. I enjoyed that. It was very sweet. I miss it. I miss her. I drove her crazy, but she put up with me.
I did enjoy seeing the Christmas lights. I loved the colors. I wasn’t religious, but I thought the colors were awesome. My husband put up lights in the house 🏠 and I still have them up. We gave each other presents. My husband knew what he was getting even before Christmas and his birthday. He hated both. I miss him. He would 🎮 game when he couldn’t sleep. I miss that. He loved killing stuff.
I even miss him swearing at his game 🎮. My kids miss that too.
That’s about it.
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What makes a good leader?
Without trust nothing works. Government, parents, friends, or a relationship.
A leader does what is right. Not just for himself or herself. It is not about you, but for all. I haven’t seen anyone who leads for the better. It is for power, control and greed. That they do it for.
Being a leader anyone can be, but being an honest, truthful one is rare.
Leaders come and go, but how the world is today. No leader can fix it. My opinion.
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What would you do if you won the lottery?
Everything needs fixing. Walls, animals in my loft. Electric, windows. I wish I was rich. Plus pipes need replacing.
Money can’t bring my husband back. I hope I meet a man like him. Friendship is important. Maybe love.
Money is important, but friendship lasts a lifetime.
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What books do you want to read?
The spirit realm is real. The place where the dead go when they die. Some linger because they have unfinished business. Others just move on to their next life. Life is full of mystery that intrigues me. There are other realms, where the beasts are. The unknown is full of mystery and questions.
The universe is not just us. It would be a waste of space if it was just us. Life doesn’t have to be like us. If we were meant to fly, we all would have wings.
Reincarnation intrigues me because it does explain our fears, our hopes and dreams. It is like playing a different character but in each life you learn who you truly are.
Witchcraft intrigues me because it stars nature and what is around us. It is connecting with the spirit realm. Witchcraft is about healing oneself, and it also has a dark side. But that goes with all things.
Gemstones are beautiful and they heal, they are not just meant for jewelry. Mystery intrigues me and understanding what is important and what is not.
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Love stands still
The silence is so quiet
I sink into my hole and die
I feel the breeze on my knees
My heart says love comes when it comes
I sit and weep
Love will come when I don’t expect it to
Love dies but time will
Be my light
Then my sadness will be gone
The end
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If you could un-invent something, what would it be?
I wouldn’t uninvent anything because there is good and bad in all things. What one does with it, is the issue. We can ruin anything or we can work with it. It all depends on you.
Computers help write, draw, and express. Plus it gives us more opportunity. We can change with the times, or not. It depends on what you are trying to achieve.
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List five things you do for fun.
I enjoy reading what people think about the paranormal and abilities that people can’t explain.
People assume science explains everything. That is not true. People do have abilities that your brain can achieve. But tapping into them depends on what you don’t believe, and what you do believe.
Not all people can do these abilities because they are not meant to. You need an open mind and to think outside the box and not in it.
We are intrigued by witchcraft and spells and Voodoo. It can scare us or we can have an open mind about them. I read answers on Quora about it and it is interesting.
Besides witchcraft and the paranormal. I enjoyed going for walks and taking photos of things I like. Trees, nature. You get the picture.
If we all believed the same things, life would be so boring. Enjoy what you enjoy. It doesn’t matter what people think. What matters is what you think is fun and exciting. Have a fun weekend.
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What’s your dream job?
I like writing. Writing helps me to express what I am feeling. I plan on writing books 📚. Maybe doing a Tarot Deck. I like writing poetry too. Also writing helps me find the right words. When I talk I don’t get out exactly what I want to say. So writing is much better.
I just want to say. Thank you for following me and liking my stuff. It means a lot. I am sorry I don’t read my followers stuff. But I will. I am still going through a rough time since my husband died. I hope things will get better for me. I enjoy being here. So please be patient with me. Thank you for stopping by and have a good day or night wherever you are in the world 🌎.
Write about your first name: its meaning, significance, etymology, etc.
I hate it. Every time I tell someone. They say, “are you, Avril Levine?”. The singer. I am not a singer. Life goes on. I was named after my grandfather. My mom’s father. I never changed my name. I don’t like it, but it’s my name.
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If you could make your pet understand one thing, what would it be?
I love cats very much. They cuddle when you are sad, and they know you are angry when they poop the bed and pee too. Plus you don’t have to walk them in the winter time. Cats are funny when they chase the red light. I love them always.
What snack would you eat right now?
Those two things made me feel better. It still does.
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Can you share a positive example of where you’ve felt loved?
Saying I love you is one thing, but showing you love someone is another. Words are cheap. With love you do the little things for someone. My husband made my lunch when I went to work, but he wrote a note each time. He told me loved me and that he misses me. He would buy me stuff when he was in the mood. Every day was Valentine’s Day. We would go for morning walks, and night time too. When he got sick, I took care of him. He was my life. Love is about loving your flaws, and all you are. When you start from a friendship the rest of the relationship will bloom even better.it lasted 35 years. When you trust someone that helps too.
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What is your favorite animal?
Cats don’t have to go for walks in the winter ❄️ time. That is a plus. They cuddle with you when you are sad. Plus they don’t take up the whole bed. I love wild cats too because of how their fur looks. I like crows because they are black in color. Which is my favorite color. Plus they remember who they hate. They don’t forget faces. Enjoy your day or night.
Do you spend more time thinking about the future or the past? Why?
Without a past there is no future and with a future you need a past. You need to learn to know how to deal with the future. What you believe you are going to see, and what is already in front of you. You need to think out of the box and not in it. You need to learn how to prepare. The necessities are for survival. Both are important, without a past there is no need to prepare. We learn from what we see, and sometimes what we don’t see. We need to learn what possibilities are out there. If we don’t, we will lose the war, or whatever we are fighting for. Life should be about all possibilities. If we don’t prepare we die. You choose what is important to you. Living just for today. Or living for tomorrow and seeing another day. Life is a risk no matter what you choose.
In what ways do you communicate online?
I reblog something I like. I comment on something I like. I write answers to questions on Quora. I enjoy reading people’s comments. Sometimes I ignore what they write. Why argue. It is pointless. When my husband died and I shared it. I got people especially men who wanted to date me. Go figure. I would rather meet a man in person who lives in my country too. I also need time to heal, my husband died just last year in March. I miss him. I still hope to meet someone to be my friend. So this is my way of communicating. Writing says a lot about people. Keep writing.
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What is your mission?
I am going to write a book about hidden disabilities. People can see people who have visible disabilities and they are understood. But people with hidden disabilities are very misunderstood. They are treated like outcasts. I want to change people’s views on disabilities.
I believe people with disabilities are treated as if they still live in the 18th century. People treat children and adults like they are stupid and they don’t understand things. We need a new approach and ideas in helping to understand people with hidden disabilities. I believe books don’t teach that. They look at everyone the same. We all are individuals with different needs. We need to think out of the box and not in it.
I hope I can change some people’s thinking about disabilities people fight every day with. Disabilities that you can’t see.
I hope this dream comes true.
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