Never Had One

I wish I had a good week or even a good day. I am sorry to be a drag. When my best friend and husband died. Everything went to hell. I find out I have bed bugs and nobody wants to come into my house. I feel like a plague. Life can be so unfair.

People tell me I am strong and I am doing things that I need to do. Inside I feel like screaming and crying and no one cares. The only one who thinks of me is my brother. When you trust your family they stab you in the back. You end up on your own.

Writing is the only thing that keeps me going. I wish life was better. Maybe if I am lucky it will get better. Sorry to depress people who are following me.  I hope next year will be better.  I will have a good week when all bed bugs are out of my home 🏡. Then I will be better.

Have a good day or night wherever you are in the world 🌍.