Not Old

I have been a fighter all of my life. I survived death when I was a baby. I couldn’t walk until I was 4 years old. I was a very quiet person and I still am. Life was always a challenge for me. Fighting is not always physical it can be a very emotional ride. Growing up I have learned a lot on my own, but you never ever stop learning. I have come a long way. I have learned to trust one person that is myself. When you trust others they disappear when they are bored of you or just have enough. I have learned getting old sucks, but I still fight to stay strong for my kids who are now adults, but still need to rely on me. It is lonely when you have no one to cry on or talk to. Life goes on. I want people to know never give up and stay strong because relying on yourself makes you a stronger person. My life is not perfect and at times I feel broken. But every day I wake up and start a new day. Sorry this is depressing but not everyone has someone to fall back on. I look at myself as my own best friend. Writing is my best friend.

So have a good day or night wherever you are in the world 🌎.