Having it all

There are so much I want but I can’t have. I am sharing this because all my life was struggles. If I lose followers i understand that. My dream is wanting to write books, on stuff I have an interest on.

Having a disability you don’t ask for it is just there. Remembering past and present stuff sucks. But writing what I know about keeps my mind active and alert. Anxiety to do things does not help either, but I try in little steps.

People who do not have a disability don’t understand what it’s like to struggle with basic needs of every day life. I wish I could be normal, but I am not. It takes every ounce of me to wake up and start my day on my own. To make myself a cup of coffee and just live. I am sharing this because you should feel so lucky to not struggle like me. We all have issues, but life is not fair to those with disabilities. You cannot tell I have a disability, but when you talk to me in real life you know something is different.

Having it all depends on the person you are asking, but keep in mind not everyone has a silver spoon from mommy and daddy. I am on my own, and I look after my family and I am proud of me. I don’t need a pat on the back. I just like to be heard and told my work matters. Writing is my work. Something to think about.

Have a good day or night. Thanks for dropping by