Beyond Our Universe

Tag: trust

  • Emptiness

    Feeling a sense of loss

    I cannot explain

    The tears running down my eyes

    Feeling alone and scared

    For something mystical I can’t explain

    The emptiness in my heart

    Why did I not the truth

    Lies on lies

    I cry myself to sleep

    I pretend I don’t care but I do

    Where do I belong?

    No where

    My home is emptiness even though it’s full of stuff

    My tears are my anger running down my face

    I am sad and now I am angry

    I am deceived by people I thought were family, but they are not

    Lies, lies and lies

    The end

    Poem by me Avril

    Have a good day or night wherever you are in the world 🌍

  • Freedom

    Daily writing prompt
    What does freedom mean to you?
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    Freedom means you have a choice how you want to live your life. If you want long hair, or short hair that should be up to you. My parents controlled me and how long my hair would be. Today I am 62 and my hair is long and I like it.

    Freedom is believing in what you want to believe and not be swayed to what others want you to believe. It goes for politics too. Freedom is the right to go wherever you want to go and be with who you want to be. Let no one tell you how to live and what to believe in. In the end the choices you make are up to you.

    Love should be unconditional. It should be agreed between both parties. How you perceive love and what you want out of a relationship. Love should be friendship first and later the icing on the cake. Friends lasts for years. Life is not simple, but when you live it your way it makes everything worth your while.

    Freedom is not feeling trapped in a relationship where you do not want to be. You need to feel good where you are, and where you see your life. When you have someone to grow old with that is worth your weight in gold. Being rich or poor does not matter, but your friendship and trust should be the first thing on your list.

    Thanks for reading and dropping by. Have a good night or day wherever you are in the world.

  • Dedication To My Husband

    My husband died on St. Patrick day. I couldn’t do anything to save him. We were together for 35 years. We married for 34 years. He said when I moved in we were already married.

    His death was quick. He said I can’t breathe and he fell down. I couldn’t pick him up. So many people came. Life is not the same without him. He was not a happy person. He was in pain and he couldn’t walk for long periods of time. He had diabetes. He found out his heart ❤️ was weak.

    I know spiritually he is here with us. My house is cold a lot. I feel his presence, so I wear my robe a lot. I am glad he is in the spirit realm. Freedom is a blessing. No pain, which I am happy about and no damn 💊 pills.

    So cherish the people in your life and be truthful and honest. Love never dies unless you make it .

    The love of my life is gone, but my marriage will never die. He can’t be replaced. He would have done the same for me .  When your partner is sick, help him or her heal and make sure you tell them he or she is not a burden.

    Love is beautiful and precious. Especially when you know that person loves you and your faults.

    Good night or good morning

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