Tag: marriage

  • Hearing Your Voice

    Hearing your voice

    Hearing your heartbeat 💓

    Feeling your skin

    Loving your energy

    I miss you

    My love for you is true

    My spirit wants to reach you

    I want to hear your voice

    My love is true

    But I feel alone even though

    I know you are here with me

    In spirit form

    My love will not change

    I know in time I will

    See you again

    Your kids love you too

    I know I have to move on

    Being alone I don’t

    Want to be

    Making a new chapter

    Is not easy

    But I need to smile again

    You will never be forgotten

    Love is unconditional

    You are in my memories

    Always will be

    Love never dies

    The end

  • Losing My Serenity

    I thought I found my best, my protector. I did. We were together for a long time. I was happy and I felt protected and even loved for the first time of my life. It is lost and I am lost. I thought I would find a friend on Facebook, but they are all from the States. No Canadians, go figure. It is men, and men. No women. The story of my life.

    Life is weird especially my life. My family is keeping me going, but I feel alone. Cleaning my house and killing mean bugs. I thought I would have many years with my husband, but he got really sick and died. I am glad he is not suffering and not in pain, but without him I am lost.

    My writing helps me cope, but I miss the walks we had. The talking and watching him gaming. He loved fallout 76. He loved the killing. Drinking coffee until morning and falling asleep on his chair. His heart was weak, and diabetes played a big role on his life. He would sit with me outside and he would cook meals with wood and boy I miss it. Life is not the same anymore. The house is quiet, and it feels so cold and empty without him.

    Life is so damn unfair. But I have to fight this, like everything else in my life. Sorry for depressing my followers. But having no friends I just wanted to share my pain and sorrow. Well that’s life. People say time heals, but I don’t believe that. I feel angry that he was taken from me too soon. Doctors are meant to help people, but in this case. Nope. I am angry with him. Now I have the time to write my books, and maybe if I am lucky make some money.

    Thanks for ready my sad story. Have a good day or night.

  • My Rings of Love

    Daily writing prompt
    What’s the oldest things you’re wearing today?

    I have been married for 35 years and it would have been 36 years married this year 2025. I am wearing our wedding rings. Love never dies even when you lose your best friend. Friendship is forever and I know I will meet him in another life time. I am a true believer in reincarnation and somethings never die.

    Have a good day or night.

    These are not mine, but my rings are on my necklace.
  • Saying Good Bye

    Today was a sad, happy, angry and warm day to say good bye to best friend and husband. The people were nice to me. My son said beautiful words about his father and my daughter spoke nicely about her dad and the cats. I said a few words and then I cried. I am glad he is not suffering any more. He lived with pain every day, and he couldn’t walk very well. His heart was weak, and he didn’t want to be here. He was in the hospital until today. The place he hated. Now he is in a place where he feels better.

    Life is short so make the best of your relationships. Love the people who you are close to. This is my way of saying good bye. I feel him spiritually with me and that helps me cope. So have a good day or night. Don’t fight with your soulmate or wife or husband. Love should always be good and kind.

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  • One Special Man

    Daily writing prompt
    Share a story about someone who had a positive impact on your life.

    I have written about my husband a few times. Sorry it is repetitive. He is the only one who listened to me, loved me for me and excepted all of my flaws. Good and bad. It is lonely to grow old alone. But I am always faithful to him. He filled my life children, and happy moments.

    We met when we were children, and I did not know we would get married. He was amazing. We met another time, but it was a quick glance and a smile. But the third time it stuck. 35 years together. Wow. We had many things in common. Sometimes it was pretty scary.. Me as a girl and him as a guy. But the situations were somewhat different. Life is mystical and magical, but love was always the key to my happiness.

    It is sad that we could not live to old age together. I always respected him as a person, and I believed in him as much as he believed in me. When he got sick I looked after him, and I did not think twice about it. Love and patience I had for him. We ended up fighting a lot because he was miserable, but I always gave in and said sorry. No regrets. Love and trust is what we had for each other. Even though he is not here, I still love him.

    He was always believing in me when I did not believe in me. He said I should write because it made me happy. I feel writing is the only thing that I am good at, so here I am. No matter what happens live your life with trust, good communication, and honesty. Start your relationship with friendship because love is just the icing on the cake.

    Keep smiling and love each other no matter what.

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  • My Husband

    Daily writing prompt
    When is the last time you took a risk? How did it work out?

    My husband and i met when we were kids. We did not know we would meet again. We again, but we did not recognize each other. It was a quick smile. The third time we met was on double date. His friend did not show up, but we did meet for the third time and this time it stuck. Moved in with him 3 months after and married the year later and 35 years gone by. Sadly he died this year 2025. He will always be the love of my life. This month would have been 36 years together. love never ever dies when you love someone no matter what happens. I have no regrets and I would marry him again if I had the chance.

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  • Dedication To My Husband

    My husband died on St. Patrick day. I couldn’t do anything to save him. We were together for 35 years. We married for 34 years. He said when I moved in we were already married.

    His death was quick. He said I can’t breathe and he fell down. I couldn’t pick him up. So many people came. Life is not the same without him. He was not a happy person. He was in pain and he couldn’t walk for long periods of time. He had diabetes. He found out his heart ❤️ was weak.

    I know spiritually he is here with us. My house is cold a lot. I feel his presence, so I wear my robe a lot. I am glad he is in the spirit realm. Freedom is a blessing. No pain, which I am happy about and no damn 💊 pills.

    So cherish the people in your life and be truthful and honest. Love never dies unless you make it .

    The love of my life is gone, but my marriage will never die. He can’t be replaced. He would have done the same for me .  When your partner is sick, help him or her heal and make sure you tell them he or she is not a burden.

    Love is beautiful and precious. Especially when you know that person loves you and your faults.

    Good night or good morning

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