Tag: life

  • Sharing My Disability

    Sharing My Disability

    I thought about sharing this because I was forced to. My dad wrote a book and put my disability in his book. I am here to prove what I write about is real and that I know what I am writing about. This is my biggest fear because I don’t want to be looked at as a disability, but to be remembered for my knowledge about the witchcraft, the paranormal, and Space and not being only us on this planet. Life for me is a struggle, and that started at birth. But I hope people are sincere in liking my work and not feeling sorry for me. I hate that. My life is my story. Nothing in my life ever worked the way I wanted to, but my writing is who I am. It is my friend and my heart and soul go into it.

    Thanks for dropping by and reading this. Don’t hold it against me. Have a good night or day wherever you are in the world.

  • The Moon

    Feeling the touch of the moon on my face

    Loving the vibration

    Feeling the energy go through my body

    The moon is my sunshine and my light

    The moon is full of mystery

    I am also watching the stars

    The moon is my light and my magick

    The moon has it’s own energy that

    Goes to us so we can get life from

    The moon is special, but it’s my strength

    It’s my light too

    Written by me Avril

  • My Family

    Daily writing prompt
    What sacrifices have you made in life?

    My husband make me laugh, cry, and so much more. When he got sick. I said I will look after you and do everything I can to make you comfortable. I did just that when he got sick. I wheeled him to his doctor appoints. Took a bus which he hated. I was always with him, unless he made me angry then my kids took him. Most of the time it was me. He was cranky, but my love always gave in. He needed a lot of rubs and hugs which I gave him. He protected me and I protected him. I would cheer him up, and try to make him smile. I never asked for anything. He told me he wanted to die, and I said it is okay to go. The pain and frustrations of not feeling my skin make me cry. But I always told him touching and holding you meant more to me than anything else. Letting him go was the hardest time for me, but him being in constant pain and suffering was not a life . His heart was weak, so I did what I had to do.

    Now I have to look after my family. My kids are my life. Our home is ours, and that is my gift to them. They need me and I will do what it takes for them to be happy. That is what my family never did for me. I did not want to be like my mom and dad. My life is to protect my kids who are now adults and make sure they have what they need. A home of their own, and pets who they can love and cherish. Cats are their favorite. So we have two. Life for me is making sure they are happy and that I am here for them. It is hard growing old, but I have been tough and fighter to move on. When you live for others you don’t thing about the pain and sorrow you feel in your heart, but my love for them. Is what I have to live for.

    Thanks for dropping by Avril

    Have a good day or night.

  • Money

    Daily writing prompt
    What’s one small improvement you can make in your life?

    Money is a big factor in everyone’s life. Without money you cannot do shit. So I hope when I write a book or two it could save my ass. Sorry for the rudeness here. Money is the power that drives mankind mad. We need money to pay bills, to fix our house or apartment wherever you live. Money for a car, a trip, food, camping, and so much more. Life can be a bitch when you when you lose a partner, best friend and everything goes to shit. Again sorry for the rudeness. My life is one disaster after another. I am glad I am a strong person. So have a good day wherever you are in the world. Be it day or night.

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