Beyond Our Universe

Tag: death

  • Hearing Your Voice

    Hearing your voice

    Hearing your heartbeat 💓

    Feeling your skin

    Loving your energy

    I miss you

    My love for you is true

    My spirit wants to reach you

    I want to hear your voice

    My love is true

    But I feel alone even though

    I know you are here with me

    In spirit form

    My love will not change

    I know in time I will

    See you again

    Your kids love you too

    I know I have to move on

    Being alone I don’t

    Want to be

    Making a new chapter

    Is not easy

    But I need to smile again

    You will never be forgotten

    Love is unconditional

    You are in my memories

    Always will be

    Love never dies

    The end

  • Losing My Serenity

    I thought I found my best, my protector. I did. We were together for a long time. I was happy and I felt protected and even loved for the first time of my life. It is lost and I am lost. I thought I would find a friend on Facebook, but they are all from the States. No Canadians, go figure. It is men, and men. No women. The story of my life.

    Life is weird especially my life. My family is keeping me going, but I feel alone. Cleaning my house and killing mean bugs. I thought I would have many years with my husband, but he got really sick and died. I am glad he is not suffering and not in pain, but without him I am lost.

    My writing helps me cope, but I miss the walks we had. The talking and watching him gaming. He loved fallout 76. He loved the killing. Drinking coffee until morning and falling asleep on his chair. His heart was weak, and diabetes played a big role on his life. He would sit with me outside and he would cook meals with wood and boy I miss it. Life is not the same anymore. The house is quiet, and it feels so cold and empty without him.

    Life is so damn unfair. But I have to fight this, like everything else in my life. Sorry for depressing my followers. But having no friends I just wanted to share my pain and sorrow. Well that’s life. People say time heals, but I don’t believe that. I feel angry that he was taken from me too soon. Doctors are meant to help people, but in this case. Nope. I am angry with him. Now I have the time to write my books, and maybe if I am lucky make some money.

    Thanks for ready my sad story. Have a good day or night.

  • Saying Good Bye

    Today was a sad, happy, angry and warm day to say good bye to best friend and husband. The people were nice to me. My son said beautiful words about his father and my daughter spoke nicely about her dad and the cats. I said a few words and then I cried. I am glad he is not suffering any more. He lived with pain every day, and he couldn’t walk very well. His heart was weak, and he didn’t want to be here. He was in the hospital until today. The place he hated. Now he is in a place where he feels better.

    Life is short so make the best of your relationships. Love the people who you are close to. This is my way of saying good bye. I feel him spiritually with me and that helps me cope. So have a good day or night. Don’t fight with your soulmate or wife or husband. Love should always be good and kind.

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  • Lost

    Running in every direction

    Through the trees

    Running on the beach for miles

    Running to the mountains and climbing to no where

    Dreaming of traveling to the stars

    Going through the black hole and never coming back

    Being alone and finding no peace

    Being alone and finding no peace

    Just empty dreams

    No place to release my anger

    No place to cry and the only happiness is death

    The end written by me Avril

  • Silent Cries

    I have not been writing for awhile because I am going through a lot of stress with new things to learn and do in my life. Being 62 sucks but life does go on. Only thing is my partner and best friend is gone. So I have to rely on me. It is really lonely with no friends, but my neighbors say hi from time to time so that is better then nothing. Sorry for being depressing and writing sad stuff. I know I am strong and life will get somewhat better. My kids who are now adults are keeping me on my toes. They are very special people in my life. They keep me going and moving on. So that is a plus.

    My writing is my healing and even my friend and I am cool with that. I get time for me when they go out so I am cool with that. I clean my house when I get angry. I work better that way too. My thoughts are on the back burner, so I concentrate on my tasks. It works. It truly does.

    I am sorry I am not reading your stuff, but I will find time. I am a slow reader. Hope you all are well. Take care. Have a good day or night.

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    Lots to read

  • My Husband

    Daily writing prompt
    When is the last time you took a risk? How did it work out?
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    My husband and i met when we were kids. We did not know we would meet again. We again, but we did not recognize each other. It was a quick smile. The third time we met was on double date. His friend did not show up, but we did meet for the third time and this time it stuck. Moved in with him 3 months after and married the year later and 35 years gone by. Sadly he died this year 2025. He will always be the love of my life. This month would have been 36 years together. love never ever dies when you love someone no matter what happens. I have no regrets and I would marry him again if I had the chance.

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  • None Believers

    People say the spirit realm is not real. It’s just your imagination. If you have lived my life you would say. Yes I believe. Everything in my life was planned even before I was born.

    I had many weird things happen in my life and if you lived my life you would say I don’t want to be here anymore. Life is not black or white. Reincarnation is very real and spirits can manipulate your energy and your mind at any time.

    Spirits can project negative feelings that can anger and drain you. They can make you fight with your partner. When you can’t heal your partner, it can break you down. My husband died quickly and I did write about him before.

    This was a test in my life so I would kill myself and just give up. I am still here. This is a story of patience and inner strength. When someone tells you spirits are real they are.

    They can feel your fear, they can touch your hair and they can make you so cold. They can give you night mares. You are not in control and they know you can’t do a thing.

    Stop and think about what I said. Spirits exist and they do have the control. Your dreams are a gateway. It can eat you alive.That’s good or bad.

    I hope people don’t have to live my life because it is hell. when you can’t live a happy life and it’s full of tears and hate you cannot trust anyone but the man who kept you safe, you would be lonely too.

    But I have the strength for my family and keep moving on until I am with my husband again in the spirit realm. It is a doorway to a better place.

    Sorry for the sadness, but this is the way I deal with my sorrow.

    Always keep in mind you can be touched by a spirit or two.

    This is a true story.

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  • That age I would sleep did not think of a career

    When you were five, what did you want to be when you grew up?

    I want to write books, and sell my husband’s stamps. Never thought I would do it alone.  I wish my husband was here. Sorry sad moment. Have a good day or night.

  • Difference Between Supernatural and Paranormal

    Difference Between Supernatural and Paranormal

    There is a big difference between them. Supernatural beings are Aliens and also very unusual species which are in our oceans. Science wants to prove all things, but they cannot. We are not alone. It would be a big, big waste of space if it was just us. Supernatural is unexplained. Human beings think they know it all, but we don’t. If Aliens wanted to kill us and destroy earth they would have done it already. They are not worried about us, because we are destroying our own planet. We don’t even get along with each other, so why bother go to another planet. We live on money, power and greed, not working together, so they are not worried.

    In between our world and the stars and sky there are other realms. We are connected closely with spirit realm because when we die our spirit and soul move on. Some do and others stay in that realm.

    Spirits interact with us even though a lot of people have never seen a spirit. Some people have spirit guides who help us and even protect us. They have abilities that we cannot truly understand because we are not there. Death is a doorway and we truly don’t die , but move to another body. That is not supernatural, but paranormal. That is the difference between them. People can argue, but we believe what we want to believe.

    People want to have super powers, but they are not super powers, but abilities that cannot be explained by science. People want these abilities, but some people are more aware of what they can do. and others do not have these abilities for whatever reason. If we all did, the world would be a very different world. It truly would.

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  • What Part Of Us Holds Our Soul?

    Life is full of mystery and adventure. But there are some places where we never really thought to look. So many questions can be answered if we only think about it out of the box and not in the box. Without mystery we would not never question about the spirit realm, about Alien species, the planets, and life on other worlds and so much more.

    Tarot cards can answer questions that people are dying to ask. We need to give it a chance. Tarot cards are not a game, but a doorway to our subconscious mind. Our subconscious mind goes from one incarnation to the next. When we die our spirit also comes with us and the soul our subconscious memories come with us too. So we will not forget each life we have had. Without our subconscious memories we would not remember our past lives and we would just live in the here and now. But reincarnation is real.

    I thought a lot about why water bothered me, but today I understand why. Present fears are from fears from past lives which makes sense to me. What we fear comes from a past life that we had, and it could be many fears from different lives that follow you until you understand why it is that way. It is like a puzzle that you put together.

    Everyone’s soul is unique and each life is their own. Reincarnation is like being recycled but for a purpose. Which I am still trying to figure out. Death is just a doorway to the spirit realm. We never truly die. We are just reborn again as an animal or a human being. Animals have a soul too.

    When you think out of the box so many doors will open up for you.

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  • Reincarnation Moments

    Have you ever felt a connection with a country? Have you ever felt uneasy in water? Have you ever wondered why you did not like certain food or foods. Maybe a group of people you just can’t stand.

    Reincarnation has a lot to do with our actions today and even what we believe. Life has a lot of mystery to it. Reincarnation has always intrigued me because I heard water bothered me today. Now I know why. Even certain foods bother me, and some foods i would love to have again.

    You cannot live your past, but you can learn from your past lives. We all have a story to tell. Reincarnation is part of the paranormal realms, especially the spirit realm. Even witchcraft is part of the spirit realm.

    Do you have an ability where you do not know where it came from. Maybe drawing, painting, even writing, maybe being telepathy, or you have a very strong intuition. It is something to think about.

    Sometimes you have to think about reincarnation not as something bad, but questions that you have in this life time.

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  • The Twilight Zone

    Can you imagine killing not one person, not ten, but ten thousand people. You did not get caught and you are so happy about it. You feel free and you won’t go to jail. Boy what a thrill.

    Then all of a sudden you have a heart 💘 attack and you die. You don’t believe in the afterlife, but you can see your body floating in the air and you are taken to this dark abyss and you see nothing but darkness. But you feel your skin is peeling off later by layer and screaming and no one hears you. You see all the people you killed and they are laughing at you. You feel their anger and pain. Scary like being in a movie. But it’s not a movie, but being in a realm of hell.

    Would that make you  think twice for not doing a crime like this?

    Going to jail is 🥜 nuts compared to that.

    Imagine you are reborn again and again but you are the one being killed. Your subconscious memories remember everything you have done. Reincarnation can make that happen.

    If you do not believe in reincarnation it can and will happen to you. Punishment of cruel defenses are never left unanswered.

    It is crazy to think about but it’s real. Paranormal realms exist and science cannot prove this.

    We need to think outside the box and not in it.

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  • Past Life Fears

        Have you ever wondered why you fear water, heights or even people. Or you dislike a group of people. Even foods from different countries. It is something to think about.

        Maybe you are interested in a country that you have never been to but you were there in a past life. Maybe when you open up your subconscious memories you remember the events in detail about that place.

        Some people believe in past lives while others do not. Maybe you are meant to do a life over again so you will not make those you done wrong again.  It is good to have an open mind because maybe something better will happen to you in another life. Maybe making better decisions to make things right.

        Life is a mystery. When you think outside the box a new door opens up.

         Don’t give up on what you believe because in the end it is your life and no one else’s.

        Maybe you should listen to your fears because it is trying to protect you so you will not make that mistake happen again. Even when people cannot convince you to not do something your higher self is trying to protect you against yourself. Maybe you have a spirit guide to intervene. It is something to think about.

        Reincarnation is real even if you do not believe in it.

          Death is not an end, but a doorway to another life or you choose to stay in the spirit realm.

       Fears are with us for a reason, so you should listen to them.

         When you have an open mind new possibilities will happen for you.

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