Beyond Our Universe

Tag: curses

  • Emptiness

    Feeling a sense of loss

    I cannot explain

    The tears running down my eyes

    Feeling alone and scared

    For something mystical I can’t explain

    The emptiness in my heart

    Why did I not the truth

    Lies on lies

    I cry myself to sleep

    I pretend I don’t care but I do

    Where do I belong?

    No where

    My home is emptiness even though it’s full of stuff

    My tears are my anger running down my face

    I am sad and now I am angry

    I am deceived by people I thought were family, but they are not

    Lies, lies and lies

    The end

    Poem by me Avril

    Have a good day or night wherever you are in the world 🌍

  • Curses

    Have you ever imagined being cursed by people from your past life, and everything that happened to you was for a reason. I feel my whole life was a curse. How my parents treated me, to my brother and sister. To who my friends were, and the men in my life. It all adds up. I was meant to have a disability and be misunderstood. Remembering things that I can’t remember and what I fear. Everything worked out to their plan. This is a story I am writing about. My whole whole is and was a struggle, and I had to fight for everything in my life. Having a disability sucks. It is not fair being misunderstood, being an obligation, and losing your partner for being punished for a past life crime. Reincarnation is real, and so is bad karma.

    How do you fight back and make things better. Sometimes you can’t make it right you just have to live with what you have done, and make your life the best you can. If people stop following me because I have a disability I don’t mind. Nothing in my life is fair. My book is about unfairness, being judged to the point where nothing in my life would work out.

    A lot of people don’t believe in curses and spells put upon you, but it is real. Protecting yourself is hard when you don’t know how to fight back. My life is one lesson after another, but I am always on my own. They made it that way. There love affair went wrong, and I am paying the price in this life.

    Reincarnation is real, and what you do in those lives always haunts you in other lives, and sometimes if you are lucky you can stay in the after life and never come back. Sometimes I wish I was there with my best friend and be happy, but my kids come first because they need me more than ever.

    People say witchcraft is not real, but it is truly real. Witchcraft means different things to different people. When it comes down to it, once you are in a family of witches and warlocks there is no turning back.

    My disability is my curse on top of other stuff, but what I write about comes from the heart and what I believe to be true.

    Thanks for reading and dropping by. Have a good day or night.