Love is kindness
Love is sweet
Love is patience
Love is timeless
Love is serious
Love is timeless
Love is making romance
Love is faults without judgement
Love is love
Love is giving and taken
Love is love
But most of all love is timeless especially with the right person
The end
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Feeling a sense of loss
I cannot explain
The tears running down my eyes
Feeling alone and scared
For something mystical I can’t explain
The emptiness in my heart
Why did I not the truth
Lies on lies
I cry myself to sleep
I pretend I don’t care but I do
Where do I belong?
No where
My home is emptiness even though it’s full of stuff
My tears are my anger running down my face
I am sad and now I am angry
I am deceived by people I thought were family, but they are not
Lies, lies and lies
The end
Poem by me Avril
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Here I stand holding your hand
In the warm rain
Laughing and loving you
Walking your savannah cats by your side having fun
No umbrella 🏖️
Walking between the ⭐ stars, like a dream
Then you 🛑 stop and hold me in your arms
Wow what a surprise
Love and tenderness and a kiss 💋
Then we go in and make love
The night I will never forget 💋
The end
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Just a poem about love
I am sorry it looks like this. I enjoy writing poetry and I wanted to share this poem with my followers. Enjoy
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What podcasts are you listening to?
I am starting to listen to podcasts. The one I am listening to is about 💀 death. There is so much to learn on the paranormal. I find it fascinating that learning about witchcraft can open so many doors. Like, using tarot cards, the pendulum to answer questions. The spirit realm is a fascinating world. Death is not an ending, but a doorway to the spirit realm. Mystery intrigues me because there are a lot of unsolved mysteries. Reincarnation explains a lot about my life. It all makes sense to me. When one 🚪 door closes another one opens.
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What’s something you would attempt if you were guaranteed not to fail.
I always wanted to be a writer. I used to write poetry. I am going to start writing poetry again. I even want to write 📚 books. I hope you enjoy my writing.
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List three jobs you’d consider pursuing if money didn’t matter.
For a long time I wanted to be a mom and teach my kids about life, trust and to communicate. I really wanted to be a mom. So I did.
My husband and I have been married for 35 years and it will be 36 years together this year. He died this year. He is not suffering anymore. He will not be forgotten. It is not a job, but it has its benefits.
Writing keeps me busy so I like to write ✍️. This is easier than using a pen. I save on paper too. I hope down the road my books 📚 will sell.
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I stopped writing about my journey and I did answer questions people asked. I lost my focus when my husband died, but now I need to write about my journey.
I believe we are not alone, and that spirits are very real and that they are connected to us. Some are spirit guides and others are lost spirits that have unfinished business.
I write answers on Quora and I answer questions with honesty and that I believe with my whole heart and soul. I know a lot of people think I am nuts, but I don’t care because I know what I believe is real and it is not my imagination.
Spirits can hear our thoughts good and bad, and they know our fears. Spirits can be good and others are mean and cruel.
I look at life outside the box and not in it. Which means. I question everything. My life has been hard, but what I believe I chose to believe. No one told me to believe, I made that choice.
People say all of this is your imagination and I say if it was then why do you believe like I do in spirits. Why are there books and movies on this subject? Because it is real. I believe because I feel them, and I have been saved by spirits. I had many close calls. I am still here thanks to my spirit guide. I am writing books on this subject and I am writing about witchcraft too. Witchcraft is also real. But that is for another blog.
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Why do you blog?
I enjoy writing because my words make sense and all my thoughts are how I want to express myself. Saying it, my words come out wrong. Plus writing makes people think . When you have no friends writing helps ease the loneliness.
I always wanted to be a writer. I am working on a book. It is about witchcraft. I will write on other subjects too. Writing helps me use my imagination too. I hope you are enjoying my journey. Thanks for following me.
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What do you enjoy most about writing?
Writing lets me express what I feel. Telling people I say the wrong words and I lose my train of thought. My words people told me are confusing, but when I write the words that means something with meaning. I believe my writing is the only thing I am good at.
In the future I hope my book will be a success. That is my dream. Writing is my best friend because talking to myself sucks.
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Which activities make you lose track of time?
When I have time for me. I like to read because it gives me time not to think of my life. My life is empty. Reading keeps my mind active and writing lets me escape into another realm. I am glad writing makes me think of stuff to write about. At times I have writer’s block, so I write what pops into my head.
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Closing my eyes and feeling
The wind on my face
Closing my eyes and feeling
My heart beat slowly
Taking in each breath
And then letting it go
Silence is so sweet and
Time is my own
I drink my good thoughts in
And my bad thoughts out until
They are gone
Then I open my eyes
And I feel good again
The end
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I never asked to be like this
I was born differently
My thoughts and feelings never mattered
I was alone every day
No one spoke to me
My words never heard
Now today I am alone again
And now am making friends in a weird circumstance
My husband gone and nothing is the same
I challenge myself to leave my house
My love for him remains the same and no one will take his place
Love never dies
My house is not the same
The smell of wood and his cooking I miss
Him playing Fallout 76 and killing everything in site
No more sound but the silence
It’s not the same without him
I enjoy writing poetry so check it out. If you want to.
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My Passion is my children . My Passion also is writing about disabilities so people will understand the struggles and deep emotions with living with a disability. It is something you are born with. You don’t ask for it, it just is. When my dad wrote his book he mentioned my disability and that angered me because he wanted to make his wife look good and wonderful. It made me feel angry because I wanted to prove to myself that I am a capable person and writing about things that I have knowledge about. I didn’t want to be treated differently than anyone else, but I had to share my story.
There are many kinds of disabilities. But there is one that you cannot see at first glance. If you spoke to me in person you can see I have a hard time understanding issues. But it does not make me stupid. It just takes time to process things .
People who don’t have a disability should understand not everyone is that lucky. To remember things comes easy, to get a degree is easy. I had to fight my challenges, and get my grade 12. Also to remember things someone would tell me.
My Passion is to protect my kids who are adults now and make sure they are heard. Their disabilities are more server than mine. My parents never listened to me. They treated me like a child. Now I am 62 and I have to learn how to look after me, but also my family. I still I have a lot to learn.
I believe people with all types of disabilities are treated horribly and wrongfully by society today. I need to write a book about it. We are treated like we still live in the 1800s. It is time for a change.
So yes this is my passion, but it is also my life. I will write about the paranormal, reincarnation, and the spirit realm. That is also what I am passionate about.
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If my tagline was mystery. You could see a woman who will pretend something she is not. Which I do. With other people who believe like I do, I can talk about things that you never thought possible. It all depends on my mood. Mystery can open doors, but your mind has to be open. Mystery could be about reincarnation, the paranormal realms. Even witchcraft.
When people come to my home they don’t want to leave. There is positive energy. People just feel good being around me and my husband and kids. Life can give weird vibes that most people don’t understand. Mystery makes people wonder about their own lives and purpose. Just think out of the box and not in it. It might just surprise you.
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I would not change my name. My last name to my husband’s name, but that is it. I don’t like my name, but it’s mine.
Changing your name does not change who you are inside, it does not change your personality. It does not change your dreams. Your personality stays the same, so does your ideals of life.
A name is a name, but who are from the inside makes you , you. You can be a good person, or a bad person.
A name can make you feel better, but does it really. It is something to think about.
So I keep my name because it says about me that I can except who and what I am. No one can change me, but me. Name might help you feel better. But your heart knows who you truly are.
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Green Eggs and Ham. I learned to read I really liked it and I have a copy with me still.
It is funny as a kid. I did not enjoy reading, when I have the time I do read today. I enjoy books on gemstones, witchcraft and reincarnation. I have books on these subjects.
There is a book I had since I was a kid. It is about learning time, but the cover was my favorite. Something never change.
That is all.
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I thought about sharing this because I was forced to. My dad wrote a book and put my disability in his book. I am here to prove what I write about is real and that I know what I am writing about. This is my biggest fear because I don’t want to be looked at as a disability, but to be remembered for my knowledge about the witchcraft, the paranormal, and Space and not being only us on this planet. Life for me is a struggle, and that started at birth. But I hope people are sincere in liking my work and not feeling sorry for me. I hate that. My life is my story. Nothing in my life ever worked the way I wanted to, but my writing is who I am. It is my friend and my heart and soul go into it.
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Religion is something I don’t believe in because it only starts Wars of many kinds. Religion never gave me peace, neither did it give serenity. My father said, ” you are part of a nation.” I never felt part of my family, neither a part of a nation. Whatever that meant. I will never know.
The only peace and serenity in my life was my husband who loved me for me. He treated me with equality in most religions do not do that. He protected me and he taught what my rights are. That is a best friend who you can trust and even respect.
Praying to something I did not believe in. It didn’t feel right to me. You can’t touch, hear, or see Him. So I never believed in it.
I do believe in the spirit realm. Where spirits roam, and that you can feel your loved ones touching your heart and soul. It is real to me. Some spirits are mean and cruel, and others love you forever. That is my choice and my serenity. i wish my husband was with me, but life does go on.
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Have you ever imagined being cursed by people from your past life, and everything that happened to you was for a reason. I feel my whole life was a curse. How my parents treated me, to my brother and sister. To who my friends were, and the men in my life. It all adds up. I was meant to have a disability and be misunderstood. Remembering things that I can’t remember and what I fear. Everything worked out to their plan. This is a story I am writing about. My whole whole is and was a struggle, and I had to fight for everything in my life. Having a disability sucks. It is not fair being misunderstood, being an obligation, and losing your partner for being punished for a past life crime. Reincarnation is real, and so is bad karma.
How do you fight back and make things better. Sometimes you can’t make it right you just have to live with what you have done, and make your life the best you can. If people stop following me because I have a disability I don’t mind. Nothing in my life is fair. My book is about unfairness, being judged to the point where nothing in my life would work out.
A lot of people don’t believe in curses and spells put upon you, but it is real. Protecting yourself is hard when you don’t know how to fight back. My life is one lesson after another, but I am always on my own. They made it that way. There love affair went wrong, and I am paying the price in this life.
Reincarnation is real, and what you do in those lives always haunts you in other lives, and sometimes if you are lucky you can stay in the after life and never come back. Sometimes I wish I was there with my best friend and be happy, but my kids come first because they need me more than ever.
People say witchcraft is not real, but it is truly real. Witchcraft means different things to different people. When it comes down to it, once you are in a family of witches and warlocks there is no turning back.
My disability is my curse on top of other stuff, but what I write about comes from the heart and what I believe to be true.
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I thought I found my best, my protector. I did. We were together for a long time. I was happy and I felt protected and even loved for the first time of my life. It is lost and I am lost. I thought I would find a friend on Facebook, but they are all from the States. No Canadians, go figure. It is men, and men. No women. The story of my life.
Life is weird especially my life. My family is keeping me going, but I feel alone. Cleaning my house and killing mean bugs. I thought I would have many years with my husband, but he got really sick and died. I am glad he is not suffering and not in pain, but without him I am lost.
My writing helps me cope, but I miss the walks we had. The talking and watching him gaming. He loved fallout 76. He loved the killing. Drinking coffee until morning and falling asleep on his chair. His heart was weak, and diabetes played a big role on his life. He would sit with me outside and he would cook meals with wood and boy I miss it. Life is not the same anymore. The house is quiet, and it feels so cold and empty without him.
Life is so damn unfair. But I have to fight this, like everything else in my life. Sorry for depressing my followers. But having no friends I just wanted to share my pain and sorrow. Well that’s life. People say time heals, but I don’t believe that. I feel angry that he was taken from me too soon. Doctors are meant to help people, but in this case. Nope. I am angry with him. Now I have the time to write my books, and maybe if I am lucky make some money.
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Thank you for supporting my work. It means a lot to me. People liking my work means more to me because I feel I am being heard. My writing is my comfort and my release. So thanks to my followers. And others who like my words of thoughts and feelings. Have a great day or night. Wherever you are in the world. Avril
Today was a sad, happy, angry and warm day to say good bye to best friend and husband. The people were nice to me. My son said beautiful words about his father and my daughter spoke nicely about her dad and the cats. I said a few words and then I cried. I am glad he is not suffering any more. He lived with pain every day, and he couldn’t walk very well. His heart was weak, and he didn’t want to be here. He was in the hospital until today. The place he hated. Now he is in a place where he feels better.
Life is short so make the best of your relationships. Love the people who you are close to. This is my way of saying good bye. I feel him spiritually with me and that helps me cope. So have a good day or night. Don’t fight with your soulmate or wife or husband. Love should always be good and kind.
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Running in every direction
Through the trees
Running on the beach for miles
Running to the mountains and climbing to no where
Dreaming of traveling to the stars
Going through the black hole and never coming back
Being alone and finding no peace
Being alone and finding no peace
Just empty dreams
No place to release my anger
No place to cry and the only happiness is death
The end written by me Avril
Money is a big factor in everyone’s life. Without money you cannot do shit. So I hope when I write a book or two it could save my ass. Sorry for the rudeness here. Money is the power that drives mankind mad. We need money to pay bills, to fix our house or apartment wherever you live. Money for a car, a trip, food, camping, and so much more. Life can be a bitch when you when you lose a partner, best friend and everything goes to shit. Again sorry for the rudeness. My life is one disaster after another. I am glad I am a strong person. So have a good day wherever you are in the world. Be it day or night.
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I am not a follower, but I am not a leader either. I am just me. My life was trusting and believing in family. Now I am on my own. I am full of anger and anxiety, but each day becomes better. Some people I can rely on, but even that can be iffy.
I use to be a follower and believe what I was told. Today I trust myself and do what I need to do for family and myself. Life is unfair, but being a follower is weakness, but following my heart and gut is what life should be all about. A leader is a strong willed person, but that is not I am not. I lead my family only and that is good enough for me.
Trust yourself and believe in yourself because in the end that is all you have. I have learned things the hard way, and that made me a strong person, not on the outside, but inside my heart and soul that is what I am.
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Freedom means you have a choice how you want to live your life. If you want long hair, or short hair that should be up to you. My parents controlled me and how long my hair would be. Today I am 62 and my hair is long and I like it.
Freedom is believing in what you want to believe and not be swayed to what others want you to believe. It goes for politics too. Freedom is the right to go wherever you want to go and be with who you want to be. Let no one tell you how to live and what to believe in. In the end the choices you make are up to you.
Love should be unconditional. It should be agreed between both parties. How you perceive love and what you want out of a relationship. Love should be friendship first and later the icing on the cake. Friends lasts for years. Life is not simple, but when you live it your way it makes everything worth your while.
Freedom is not feeling trapped in a relationship where you do not want to be. You need to feel good where you are, and where you see your life. When you have someone to grow old with that is worth your weight in gold. Being rich or poor does not matter, but your friendship and trust should be the first thing on your list.
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I have not been writing for awhile because I am going through a lot of stress with new things to learn and do in my life. Being 62 sucks but life does go on. Only thing is my partner and best friend is gone. So I have to rely on me. It is really lonely with no friends, but my neighbors say hi from time to time so that is better then nothing. Sorry for being depressing and writing sad stuff. I know I am strong and life will get somewhat better. My kids who are now adults are keeping me on my toes. They are very special people in my life. They keep me going and moving on. So that is a plus.
My writing is my healing and even my friend and I am cool with that. I get time for me when they go out so I am cool with that. I clean my house when I get angry. I work better that way too. My thoughts are on the back burner, so I concentrate on my tasks. It works. It truly does.
I am sorry I am not reading your stuff, but I will find time. I am a slow reader. Hope you all are well. Take care. Have a good day or night.
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My brother and i had a falling out and now the first time in over 20 years we are talking. The rest can stay out of my life and not give me grief. My two kids are my life now. I feel relieved that this stress is out of my life. If you can’t trust your own family who the hell can you trust. My life is my life.
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I saw on Reddit something to do with Canada and the United States. It angers me that our freedom is thrown out the window. What has happened in listening to the people of those countries. It seems to me we the people do not matter anymore. What we believe. what is important us, and having a say online does not matter.
Fighting for our rights does not matter because we end up in jail or have a record for expressing our feelings about issues. Every day issues like, housing, education and what we can do and not do online.
When we cannot comment about things online anymore we know the world is run by the rich and the average people don’t matter.
The only way the world will change back to being fair and justice is when all people say no more. I doubt that will happen because billions of people cannot think together. It is money, power and greed that motivates people, not good reasoning and judgment.
I am venting. I don’t write about politics, but this I believe had to be said.
Everyone has a right to live in a warm house, everyone is allowed in education, and prices for food, clothing and fun stuff should be high priced. Taxes need a limitation, not a raise because we give money to other countries that can help themselves in creative ways.
I guess no one likes talking politics.
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If you could have something named after you, what would it be?
I love writing poetry and stories because I believe I was meant to tell my story because others are going through the same things. Proving myself can be a challenge because one hears phony stories that people don’t know what to believe. What I write about is true because I would not write it if I truly did not believe in it. Some people have it easy because they can prove what they are saying is true. I can’t because of personal reasons. Hope you enjoy my blog.
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People say the spirit realm is not real. It’s just your imagination. If you have lived my life you would say. Yes I believe. Everything in my life was planned even before I was born.
I had many weird things happen in my life and if you lived my life you would say I don’t want to be here anymore. Life is not black or white. Reincarnation is very real and spirits can manipulate your energy and your mind at any time.
Spirits can project negative feelings that can anger and drain you. They can make you fight with your partner. When you can’t heal your partner, it can break you down. My husband died quickly and I did write about him before.
This was a test in my life so I would kill myself and just give up. I am still here. This is a story of patience and inner strength. When someone tells you spirits are real they are.
They can feel your fear, they can touch your hair and they can make you so cold. They can give you night mares. You are not in control and they know you can’t do a thing.
Stop and think about what I said. Spirits exist and they do have the control. Your dreams are a gateway. It can eat you alive.That’s good or bad.
I hope people don’t have to live my life because it is hell. when you can’t live a happy life and it’s full of tears and hate you cannot trust anyone but the man who kept you safe, you would be lonely too.
But I have the strength for my family and keep moving on until I am with my husband again in the spirit realm. It is a doorway to a better place.
Sorry for the sadness, but this is the way I deal with my sorrow.
Always keep in mind you can be touched by a spirit or two.
This is a true story.
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When you were five, what did you want to be when you grew up?
I want to write books, and sell my husband’s stamps. Never thought I would do it alone. I wish my husband was here. Sorry sad moment. Have a good day or night.
Love comes in small packages
Be loving be kind be forgiven
Friendship comes first
And true love lasts forever
Love is songs you hear together
Love is laughing together
Love is 💕
Always remember the good time and forget about the bad
Love is unconditional no matter the challenge
Peace and serenity is and always the best and it lasts
So trust your heart and your soul
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Have a good day and night
In the real world I don’t climb mountains and kill bad men. It is fun. In Forza 6. I drive and I beat the guys, but it’s my husband’s game. They don’t know they are playing against a woman. In real life I don’t drive, but it’s fun anyway. When I don’t play. I write. Have a good day and night.
Let the wind soar me through the sky
Let me run free and be me
Let me go through black holes and see what is in the other side
Let down my hair so I can feel the wind
I fly at night and see the stars come out
I feel the wind beneath my feet
It’s so cool
So that’s where I will stay
This is where I find peace
The end
Watching the stars at night and wondering what is in the sky
Knowing if the planets have life that looks like our planet
What kind of people are there
What do they look like
What do they eat
How do they live their lives
it would be a waste of space if it was just us
Beyond Our Universe 
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