Beyond Our Universe

Category: sadness

  • Emptiness

    Feeling a sense of loss

    I cannot explain

    The tears running down my eyes

    Feeling alone and scared

    For something mystical I can’t explain

    The emptiness in my heart

    Why did I not the truth

    Lies on lies

    I cry myself to sleep

    I pretend I don’t care but I do

    Where do I belong?

    No where

    My home is emptiness even though it’s full of stuff

    My tears are my anger running down my face

    I am sad and now I am angry

    I am deceived by people I thought were family, but they are not

    Lies, lies and lies

    The end

    Poem by me Avril

    Have a good day or night wherever you are in the world 🌍

  • This poem is about my husband and my best friend

    I never asked to be like this

    I was born differently

    My thoughts and feelings never mattered

    I was alone every day

    No one spoke to me

    My words never heard

    Now today I am alone again

    And now am making friends in a weird circumstance

    My husband gone and nothing is the same

    I challenge myself to leave my house

    My love for him remains the same and no one will take his place

    Love never dies

    My house is not the same

    The smell of wood and his cooking I miss

    Him playing Fallout 76 and killing everything in site

    No more sound but the silence

    It’s not the same without him

    I enjoy writing poetry so check it out. If you want to.

    Have a good day or night wherever you are in the world.

  • Lost

    Running in every direction

    Through the trees

    Running on the beach for miles

    Running to the mountains and climbing to no where

    Dreaming of traveling to the stars

    Going through the black hole and never coming back

    Being alone and finding no peace

    Being alone and finding no peace

    Just empty dreams

    No place to release my anger

    No place to cry and the only happiness is death

    The end written by me Avril

  • Silent Cries

    I have not been writing for awhile because I am going through a lot of stress with new things to learn and do in my life. Being 62 sucks but life does go on. Only thing is my partner and best friend is gone. So I have to rely on me. It is really lonely with no friends, but my neighbors say hi from time to time so that is better then nothing. Sorry for being depressing and writing sad stuff. I know I am strong and life will get somewhat better. My kids who are now adults are keeping me on my toes. They are very special people in my life. They keep me going and moving on. So that is a plus.

    My writing is my healing and even my friend and I am cool with that. I get time for me when they go out so I am cool with that. I clean my house when I get angry. I work better that way too. My thoughts are on the back burner, so I concentrate on my tasks. It works. It truly does.

    I am sorry I am not reading your stuff, but I will find time. I am a slow reader. Hope you all are well. Take care. Have a good day or night.

    Thanks for dropping by.

    Lots to read

  • My Husband

    Daily writing prompt
    When is the last time you took a risk? How did it work out?
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    My husband and i met when we were kids. We did not know we would meet again. We again, but we did not recognize each other. It was a quick smile. The third time we met was on double date. His friend did not show up, but we did meet for the third time and this time it stuck. Moved in with him 3 months after and married the year later and 35 years gone by. Sadly he died this year 2025. He will always be the love of my life. This month would have been 36 years together. love never ever dies when you love someone no matter what happens. I have no regrets and I would marry him again if I had the chance.

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  • Dedication To My Husband

    My husband died on St. Patrick day. I couldn’t do anything to save him. We were together for 35 years. We married for 34 years. He said when I moved in we were already married.

    His death was quick. He said I can’t breathe and he fell down. I couldn’t pick him up. So many people came. Life is not the same without him. He was not a happy person. He was in pain and he couldn’t walk for long periods of time. He had diabetes. He found out his heart ❤️ was weak.

    I know spiritually he is here with us. My house is cold a lot. I feel his presence, so I wear my robe a lot. I am glad he is in the spirit realm. Freedom is a blessing. No pain, which I am happy about and no damn 💊 pills.

    So cherish the people in your life and be truthful and honest. Love never dies unless you make it .

    The love of my life is gone, but my marriage will never die. He can’t be replaced. He would have done the same for me .  When your partner is sick, help him or her heal and make sure you tell them he or she is not a burden.

    Love is beautiful and precious. Especially when you know that person loves you and your faults.

    Good night or good morning

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  • The Death Card

    Tarot cards can be very meaningful, but you need to understand their meaning. When someone brings up the death card. The first thing that comes into someone’s head is. Oh God am I going to die? Which is never the case. Death is a doorway, but it is a new beginning somewhere else. In the spirit realm is a place, but you only go there when you truly die.

    The death card represents a new beginning. It could be an adventure of some kind. A trip to a place you have never been before. A new job. A new career. A new relationship. Or doing something you have never done before. It also means seasons changing. Winter to spring and then summer and fall and then it repeats again. Death is just a doorway, but it does not mean something bad. It just means a change. Reincarnation is the change.

    Death can be a sad moment, but it also can be a good thing. If a person was in pain, or sick they can get a chance of happiness in the spirit realm. They can talk to their friends, or family members, but only if you believe in the spirit realm. Spirits are not evil, but they are angry with the world. Or certain people. Like I said, death is a doorway to the spirit realm.

    So don’t fear death. It can bring peace of mind. So don’t fear death.

    Thanks for reading and dropping by

    Magic