Is your life today what you pictured a year ago?
When my husband died my life changed big time. I had to get out of my comfort zone and do everything I was afraid of. Anxiety stops me from leaving my home, but I fight it. At 63 it is scary to feel alone, and not feeling protected. It is not what I wanted. His health was getting worse. I knew it would come, but it was too fast. I write about him a lot because this is my way of grieving. I cry but then I know what I must do, and that is move on and heal myself in many ways. Winter is scary for me. But I cope. Spring, summer and fall I enjoy. Life is not the same without him. I wish I could hold him once more, and tell him he is my everything, my best friend and that we will meet again in another life. Spiritually I know he hears my words. I love my soulmate because that is who he is. He makes me laugh, he makes me cry, and he makes me angry that he is gone. But my heart and soul will never let him go. Rest in peace, and drink lots of ☕ coffee and play fallout 76. His favorite game 🎮. In the spirit realm. Some day I will be there too. Watching him play, and going for long walks in the sky.
Have a good day or night wherever you are in the world 🌍






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