Category: mystery

  • Emptiness

    Feeling a sense of loss

    I cannot explain

    The tears running down my eyes

    Feeling alone and scared

    For something mystical I can’t explain

    The emptiness in my heart

    Why did I not the truth

    Lies on lies

    I cry myself to sleep

    I pretend I don’t care but I do

    Where do I belong?

    No where

    My home is emptiness even though it’s full of stuff

    My tears are my anger running down my face

    I am sad and now I am angry

    I am deceived by people I thought were family, but they are not

    Lies, lies and lies

    The end

    Poem by me Avril

    Have a good day or night wherever you are in the world 🌍

  • The Paranormal

    On what subject(s) are you an authority?

    I never thought I would like anything because reading was difficult for me. Now today I enjoy reading when I do get time for myself.

    I met a woman when I was in the hospital. Her and I became friends. She brought her tarot cards and after she did a reading I was hooked. It opened many doors for me.

    It somehow connected to witchcraft and boy I wanted to read more on this subject, and then more doors opened up for me.

    The paranormal is real and I am connected to the spirit  realm. I even felt death was not an ending but a doorway to reincarnation. So many questions were answered about my life. My life started to make sense to me. I felt alive and I also found purpose in my life.

    You never stop learning and I am still learning new things. What I believe in is so real that I feel at peace with my life. They say knowledge is power and it is.

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  • Never Had One

    Write about your first crush.

    When I was a kid I met a boy in the park. I was too young to remember, but he did. That was our first meeting. The second time I was at an AA meeting. We just had a quick smile, but I didn’t realize we met as kids. The third time we met it was supposed to be a double date. We met. We fell in love and the rest is history. I miss him because he died. But my heart is always with him. Love works in weird ways. But I am glad we met.

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  • Mystery

    Mystery

    If my tagline was mystery. You could see a woman who will pretend something she is not. Which I do. With other people who believe like I do, I can talk about things that you never thought possible. It all depends on my mood. Mystery can open doors, but your mind has to be open. Mystery could be about reincarnation, the paranormal realms. Even witchcraft.

    When people come to my home they don’t want to leave. There is positive energy. People just feel good being around me and my husband and kids. Life can give weird vibes that most people don’t understand. Mystery makes people wonder about their own lives and purpose. Just think out of the box and not in it. It might just surprise you.

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  • Name Changer

    Name Changer

    I would not change my name. My last name to my husband’s name, but that is it. I don’t like my name, but it’s mine.

    Changing your name does not change who you are inside, it does not change your personality. It does not change your dreams. Your personality stays the same, so does your ideals of life.

    A name is a name, but who are from the inside makes you , you. You can be a good person, or a bad person.

    A name can make you feel better, but does it really. It is something to think about.

    So I keep my name because it says about me that I can except who and what I am. No one can change me, but me. Name might help you feel better. But your heart knows who you truly are.

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  • Stillness

    Sitting under a tree with my eyes closed

    Wondering what I hear around me

    If I was standing up and being still

    I would fall down

    Sitting is better anyway

    Listening to the wind blow

    Feeling the breeze on my face

    Hearing voices in my head

    Wondering who is trying to contact me

    Someone close or someone distant friend

    Who knows

    Listening to the sounds of cars going by

    Or maybe a bus with children in it

    Silence is peaceful

    Hear the sounds with your ears

    But feeling nature beneath your feet

    It’s priceless

    Written by me Avril

  • No

    Religion is something I don’t believe in because it only starts Wars of many kinds. Religion never gave me peace, neither did it give serenity. My father said, ” you are part of a nation.” I never felt part of my family, neither a part of a nation. Whatever that meant. I will never know.

    The only peace and serenity in my life was my husband who loved me for me. He treated me with equality in most religions do not do that. He protected me and he taught what my rights are. That is a best friend who you can trust and even respect.

    Praying to something I did not believe in. It didn’t feel right to me. You can’t touch, hear, or see Him. So I never believed in it.

    I do believe in the spirit realm. Where spirits roam, and that you can feel your loved ones touching your heart and soul. It is real to me. Some spirits are mean and cruel, and others love you forever. That is my choice and my serenity. i wish my husband was with me, but life does go on.

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  • Curses

    Have you ever imagined being cursed by people from your past life, and everything that happened to you was for a reason. I feel my whole life was a curse. How my parents treated me, to my brother and sister. To who my friends were, and the men in my life. It all adds up. I was meant to have a disability and be misunderstood. Remembering things that I can’t remember and what I fear. Everything worked out to their plan. This is a story I am writing about. My whole whole is and was a struggle, and I had to fight for everything in my life. Having a disability sucks. It is not fair being misunderstood, being an obligation, and losing your partner for being punished for a past life crime. Reincarnation is real, and so is bad karma.

    How do you fight back and make things better. Sometimes you can’t make it right you just have to live with what you have done, and make your life the best you can. If people stop following me because I have a disability I don’t mind. Nothing in my life is fair. My book is about unfairness, being judged to the point where nothing in my life would work out.

    A lot of people don’t believe in curses and spells put upon you, but it is real. Protecting yourself is hard when you don’t know how to fight back. My life is one lesson after another, but I am always on my own. They made it that way. There love affair went wrong, and I am paying the price in this life.

    Reincarnation is real, and what you do in those lives always haunts you in other lives, and sometimes if you are lucky you can stay in the after life and never come back. Sometimes I wish I was there with my best friend and be happy, but my kids come first because they need me more than ever.

    People say witchcraft is not real, but it is truly real. Witchcraft means different things to different people. When it comes down to it, once you are in a family of witches and warlocks there is no turning back.

    My disability is my curse on top of other stuff, but what I write about comes from the heart and what I believe to be true.

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  • Writing Stuff

    Daily writing prompt
    What topics do you like to discuss?

    I like to write about the paranormal realms, especially the spirit realm. I always felt a connection to the spirit world. I felt saved in some situations that scared me and I still have nightmares about. I always felt I was being watched, but it was for my protection. When I met my husband I really felt safe. I am glad he came into my life. In a weird way. I wrote about that earlier.

    I write about reincarnation because I believe in it. It all makes sense about the fears I have in this life. It even showed me why I don’t quit or even give up on myself. Reincarnation is a cycle, but sometimes it angers me because who remembers past lives. I was meant to in this life. It all ends up.

    I write about space and Aliens because I believe we are not alone. It would be a waste of space if it was just us. What is beyond the black holes. What other planets have life in them and what do they look like. Space is massive and we are like icing on a cake. Without the rest of the stuff that makes the cake it wouldn’t be a cake, just icing. Life is mysterious, and we are not the only beings. If we were life would be so dull and boring, and no one would wonder of this planet to find other life forms. Just something to think about

    I like writing poetry from time to time. Being here is what I enjoy because writing is what I do best. We all have a dream and writing is mine, and many a book or two. So who knows what the future will hold.

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  • I am a night owl

    What are your morning rituals? What does the first hour of your day look like?

    I don’t want to get up. Leave me alone. By noon I feel okay to get up. Not all people love mornings. It is because of who and what I am. My life was upside down when my husband got sick and now I have to find my calling.

    Have a good day or night

    My 🕯️ light
  • My Book

    If you could have something named after you, what would it be?

    I love writing poetry and stories because I believe I was meant to tell my story because others are going through the same things. Proving myself can be a challenge because one hears phony stories that people don’t know what to believe. What I write about is true because I would not write it if I truly did not believe in it. Some people have it easy because they can prove what they are saying is true. I can’t because of personal reasons. Hope you enjoy my blog.

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  • Writing

    What do you wish you could do more every day?

    I want to concentrate on my writing. I might get writers block, but something might pop up. Have a good day or night.

  • The Death Card

    Tarot cards can be very meaningful, but you need to understand their meaning. When someone brings up the death card. The first thing that comes into someone’s head is. Oh God am I going to die? Which is never the case. Death is a doorway, but it is a new beginning somewhere else. In the spirit realm is a place, but you only go there when you truly die.

    The death card represents a new beginning. It could be an adventure of some kind. A trip to a place you have never been before. A new job. A new career. A new relationship. Or doing something you have never done before. It also means seasons changing. Winter to spring and then summer and fall and then it repeats again. Death is just a doorway, but it does not mean something bad. It just means a change. Reincarnation is the change.

    Death can be a sad moment, but it also can be a good thing. If a person was in pain, or sick they can get a chance of happiness in the spirit realm. They can talk to their friends, or family members, but only if you believe in the spirit realm. Spirits are not evil, but they are angry with the world. Or certain people. Like I said, death is a doorway to the spirit realm.

    So don’t fear death. It can bring peace of mind. So don’t fear death.

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    Magic

  • Being A Cat

    A cat is what I like to be. Sleep all day and up all not. Plus I can scratch and scratch and not get into trouble. I love to be a black cat. My favorite color. Black is the color of mystery and the unknown. So yes, a cat is what I want to be.

    Daily writing prompt
    Which animal would you compare yourself to and why?
  • Restless Mind

    Watching the stars at night and wondering what is in the sky

    Knowing if the planets have life that looks like our planet

    What kind of people are there

    What do they look like

    What do they eat

    How do they live their lives

    it would be a waste of space if it was just us

  • What Part Of Us Holds Our Soul?

    Life is full of mystery and adventure. But there are some places where we never really thought to look. So many questions can be answered if we only think about it out of the box and not in the box. Without mystery we would not never question about the spirit realm, about Alien species, the planets, and life on other worlds and so much more.

    Tarot cards can answer questions that people are dying to ask. We need to give it a chance. Tarot cards are not a game, but a doorway to our subconscious mind. Our subconscious mind goes from one incarnation to the next. When we die our spirit also comes with us and the soul our subconscious memories come with us too. So we will not forget each life we have had. Without our subconscious memories we would not remember our past lives and we would just live in the here and now. But reincarnation is real.

    I thought a lot about why water bothered me, but today I understand why. Present fears are from fears from past lives which makes sense to me. What we fear comes from a past life that we had, and it could be many fears from different lives that follow you until you understand why it is that way. It is like a puzzle that you put together.

    Everyone’s soul is unique and each life is their own. Reincarnation is like being recycled but for a purpose. Which I am still trying to figure out. Death is just a doorway to the spirit realm. We never truly die. We are just reborn again as an animal or a human being. Animals have a soul too.

    When you think out of the box so many doors will open up for you.

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  • Space and Beyond

    Space and Beyond

    We were never alone. I am not a believer in God, but I am a real believer in the paranormal realms. The spirit realm is very close to us. Human beings truly never die. Their physical form dies, but our spirits lives on. We take our subconscious memories to each life we have had. We don’t remember the animals we were, but being human, there is a lot of memories to explore and understand.

    People have wanted to travel other worlds. No one is truly happen because if you question everything, you are looking for something to fill your life with serenity, but a lot of people never find happiness. Growing up I was never happy, but being with my husband and best friend. He made my life better. I have found meaning in my life. I even have two wonderful kids who are now young adults. The world made shows on Alien beings, and space ships, because deep in our souls we want to find a connection with something that is greater than us.

    The spirit realm is real because some people who I know are closer to me in death because they cannot be here in the flesh. I miss my grandparents very much. Love never dies. it truly does not die. We will never be alone. It would be a great waste of space if it was just us.

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  • Writing stuff

    What is the biggest challenge you will face in the next six months?

    Writing can be a challenge when you do it everyday. I hope I will succeed.  Never give up your dream.

  • Spirits in the Darkness

    The closest realm I believe is the spirit realm. Spirits come in many forms but some are scarier than others.

    Spirits can be orbs, ghost 👻 s, dark shadows, or even what scares you the most.

    When we die our personality comes with us too. If you are a good person you will be nice, but if you were mean, you will be mean and cruel. It also depends on what the person has been through. In the spirit realm they can hurt human beings. Even kill them. Life on earth 🌎 is a very mystical place.

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  • My Husband Bought Me Flowers

    My Husband Bought Me Flowers

    I didn’t even know. He is sneaky. Roses are my favorite flower.

    Have a good day or night.

    Roses 🌹 are my favorite
  • Magic

    There is nothing wrong to believe in magic.

    Daily writing prompt
    You’re writing your autobiography. What’s your opening sentence?
  • Cat Faces

    Cat Faces

    Did you ever wonder when your cat growls and you don’t know why

    Maybe your cat just sits there and watches your chair

    Just maybe they got a glimpse of a spirit just sitting to rest

    Maybe he or she likes your cat

    Who knows

    Spirits can be good or they can be bad

    Spirits can even talk to cats and keep them off your table

    Spirits who want to do harm to you, the cats know this too

    So watch their eyes because they do not lie

    Love is unconditional and you will see your pet in the spirit realm

    The end

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  • Witchcraft Magick

    Witchcraft is a craft not a religion. It is spiritual, but not the way people think of. The spirit realm, is where people go when they die. Some stay in the spirit realm and others just move on. It depends on the business of the spirit or spirits. Witches in the spirit realm can also do magick, which are spells that they can put on human beings. They can control your life and what you do it. They have the energy to make things happen. They can effect our energy because energy is everywhere. It never stops moving.

    No one can protect you. Even priests cannot protect you because spirits do not believe in God. Where they are no Gods or God does not exist.

    This is what I know is true. People who believe in God believe they have seen Christ and God. But I believe they are spirits portraying them because they are trying to comfort them. This is through life and death situations.

    Witchcraft is an art. It is working with the spirit realm, and with nature. Growing vegetables and flowers to use in spells. Even making incense for mediation. It has traditions too. You need to be born into a family of witches. Sometimes our past lives can effect our lives now.

    What witches use
  • Whispers in the Wind

    The wind flows everywhere

    The spirits follow the wind too

    All of a sudden cool air hits your skin

    Talking to your best friend and walking your cat

    Even they can make you trip

    I never liked the feeling of coolness on my back

    Because I know now about the spirit realm

    I wear a hoodie so I will not be cold

    Be careful what you say because they do

    Hear your calls

    The end

    P.S. I am a 🐈 lover

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  • Living In An Illusion

    Can you imagine we are puppets and someone is holding the string. The planets are holograms. So are the stars ⭐. The moon and sun are just holograms to keep us alive.

    This is not true because it would be a waste of space if it was only us. The stars, planets, sun and moon is here for a reason. Without the moon and sun we would not be here.

    The paranormal realms are here for a reason too. The spirit realm is the one I am focusing on. The spirit realm intrigues me because spirits I know are around me and they are good spirits and the negative spirits or mean spirits stay away from me. Some spirits stay at a distance, but I know they are around..

    A lot of people do not believe in the paranormal because so many people show fake situations on line. They are attention seeker. It sounds harsh but it is true. Somethings good be real, but it is hard to tell.

    Spirits know who to torment and who to stay away from.

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  • Where Spirits Roam

    Spirits go where they choose to go unless another spirit wants them to stay in one place, so they cannot move on. That is possible. The spirit realm is not what people believe to be.

    Spirits are more than the living. They stay in places, homes, castles, museums, asylums and even libraries too. People assume they are mostly in Europe, UK, and even Scotland which is not true. They are all over the world.

    Some spirits move on quickly to another life, unless they have unfinished business in this. like, people in their family that they are concerned about. Or people who are alive that they want revenge on. It can happen.

    It is good to keep in mind that reincarnation has a lot to with what happens to people in their next life. In the spirit realm time is endless. In the spirit realm spirits remember everything from each life they have had. Some people are just starting their journey, while others have had many lives.

    Having a spirit guide is a good thing because the spirit can guide you in your lives journey if you need protection, or help you find the person you need to share your life with. You can have more than one spirit guide. It could be a mother or father, or best friend. If you do not have a spirit guide you are meant to fail, or learn lessons in the life you are in. Life is an up and down hill. Nothing is perfect and that is just the way it is.

    The spirit realm is never going away because we are connected to the spirits in our life and that also includes animals because they are family to us, unless you are allergic to them.

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  • Past Life Fears

        Have you ever wondered why you fear water, heights or even people. Or you dislike a group of people. Even foods from different countries. It is something to think about.

        Maybe you are interested in a country that you have never been to but you were there in a past life. Maybe when you open up your subconscious memories you remember the events in detail about that place.

        Some people believe in past lives while others do not. Maybe you are meant to do a life over again so you will not make those you done wrong again.  It is good to have an open mind because maybe something better will happen to you in another life. Maybe making better decisions to make things right.

        Life is a mystery. When you think outside the box a new door opens up.

         Don’t give up on what you believe because in the end it is your life and no one else’s.

        Maybe you should listen to your fears because it is trying to protect you so you will not make that mistake happen again. Even when people cannot convince you to not do something your higher self is trying to protect you against yourself. Maybe you have a spirit guide to intervene. It is something to think about.

        Reincarnation is real even if you do not believe in it.

          Death is not an end, but a doorway to another life or you choose to stay in the spirit realm.

       Fears are with us for a reason, so you should listen to them.

         When you have an open mind new possibilities will happen for you.

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  • Looking Beyond the Stars

         When I was a kid. I enjoyed looking at the stars and wondering what could be out there. Maybe other planets with life on it. Maybe Alien life beings. Maybe beautiful planets that have weird and unusual plants and trees and flowers 🌹.

         I knew that we were not alone. It would be a waste of space if it was just us.

          I wondered if there were gateways to other universes. I believe there is. I wondered where the black holes 🕳️ would take us. What lies in them. Are places from there from past events from our world 🌎 or are they future places or both. Life is not just human beings with eyes, ears, noses like ours.  Even hands and legs and eyes too. I even wondered what we can learn from them.

         Space 🚀 is huge and it would be a waste of space 🚀 if it was just us. There are scary things out there but if we could connect with them what could we learn. It’s endless.

       If we were meant to be there we would have wings to fly wherever we chose to go.

        Mankind has destroyed this planet with garbage 🗑️ and waste so why would we be allowed to destroy other universes and planets. We cannot get along here, so why anywhere else. Sad but true.

        If we cannot get along here why anywhere else. It is something to truly think about.