Beyond Our Universe

Category: dreams

  • My Husband

    Describe a man who has positively impacted your life.

    Sorry my husband again. My husband was a man who said what he was going to do and did it. No regrets. He was honest about his views on people and places. He didn’t care if you agreed or didn’t agree. He believed what he was saying without thinking twice. He was a man of his word.

    He was honest, and his actions spoke volumes. He was kind and good hearted. You could trust him. He believed in me and wanted me to live my dream of being a writer. He loved me for me. He told me I was beautiful. Even when I believed I wasn’t feeling it. I lost a lot of my teeth, but he still told me I was beautiful. You can’t ask for a man like him. He was my life, my rock. My protector. He had a soul, and depth. I believed in him when no one else did. I miss him.

    He taught me to stand up for myself and he told me I have rights which my parents never told me I had. They controlled me, and wanted me to think like them. I am the opposite and proud of it. He gave me opportunities and my parents just gave me grief. The stress they gave me, but my husband always told me I am okay, and that I am proud of you. That is 💕 love. It’s funny that strangers are more like family, then family.

    His love keeps me going and my daughter and son too. If I had to trust one person, it would be my best friend and husband. It is sad he is gone. But I know he is watching over me and his kids in the spirit realm.

    Love never ever dies.

    Thank you for dropping by and have a good day or night wherever you are in the world 🌎

  • Emptiness

    Feeling a sense of loss

    I cannot explain

    The tears running down my eyes

    Feeling alone and scared

    For something mystical I can’t explain

    The emptiness in my heart

    Why did I not the truth

    Lies on lies

    I cry myself to sleep

    I pretend I don’t care but I do

    Where do I belong?

    No where

    My home is emptiness even though it’s full of stuff

    My tears are my anger running down my face

    I am sad and now I am angry

    I am deceived by people I thought were family, but they are not

    Lies, lies and lies

    The end

    Poem by me Avril

    Have a good day or night wherever you are in the world 🌍

  • 10 Years Old

    Is there an age or year of your life you would re-live?

    When I was ten I met my husband, but I didn’t realize it then. He was cute, and his eyes were beautiful blue eyed 💕. He was blonde. He remembered everything about me. What I wore. My hair, and my bear I carried and his name. Even putting icecream 🍦 on his 👕 shirt. We talked for half an hour. His mom said, “it was like we knew each other.” We met again, but that was a quick glance. The third time we met. I said,”he’s mine.” The third time we met I asked for him to take off his glasses. His eyes were so beautiful. The day we met. Was the day my life became happy 😁 and content. He saved me and I saved him. Life without him, is like an empty box. When we meet in another life. The box will be full again. He was my rock, my love, but best of all he was my best friend. Life without him will be hard, but the memories will keep me going.

    Thank you for dropping by and have a good day or night wherever you are in the world 🌍.

  • Being A Parent

    What profession do you admire most and why?

    Some parents are really good ones and others are not. We don’t live in a perfect world. We make mistakes.

    Being a parent does not come with a manual. You wing it. You have good days, bad days.

    It is what we feel is right or wrong. Love is unconditional. Love is not perfect.

    Parents have the right to protect their children and if they don’t they are bad parents. Protecting your children is a parents right. Even over-protecting can help save your child’s life. There is nothing wrong with that. Nothing!!!!

    My parents never protected me. I wanted to be the opposite. I would do it all again without hesitation. I don’t care what people think.

    Being a parent is a privilege and not a right. Love is unconstitutional and that is why it is the best job . You don’t get paid, but your kids love is your reward. That should be enough.

    No money can make you happy, unless you have love in your 💜 heart.  That was one of my dreams and I believe I succeeded.

    Thanks for dropping by and have a good day or night wherever you are in the world 🌍🌎.

  • The Paranormal

    What are you curious about?

    I always felt cool air around me. Even on warm days. I couldn’t explain it until I learned about the paranormal and about spirits. It all makes sense to me. Life is a mystery and so is the spirit realm. I learned death is only a doorway to the spirit realm. Death is not an ending, but a hope to live another life. Hopefully better than other lives I have had. I also believe we are not the only life force out there. It would be a waste of space if it was just us. There are so many planets, stars, and black holes. I feel a sense of curiosity about what is out there. Nothing surprises me anymore. What people believe is your imagination, I believe it is real. Science can’t prove all things, but believing in something comes from your heart and soul. It all depends on what you want to believe in.

    Have a good day or night wherever you are in the world 🌍. Thanks for dropping by too.

  • The Paranormal

    On what subject(s) are you an authority?

    I never thought I would like anything because reading was difficult for me. Now today I enjoy reading when I do get time for myself.

    I met a woman when I was in the hospital. Her and I became friends. She brought her tarot cards and after she did a reading I was hooked. It opened many doors for me.

    It somehow connected to witchcraft and boy I wanted to read more on this subject, and then more doors opened up for me.

    The paranormal is real and I am connected to the spirit  realm. I even felt death was not an ending but a doorway to reincarnation. So many questions were answered about my life. My life started to make sense to me. I felt alive and I also found purpose in my life.

    You never stop learning and I am still learning new things. What I believe in is so real that I feel at peace with my life. They say knowledge is power and it is.

    Thanks for dropping by. Have a good day or night wherever you are in the world 🌍

  • Name Changer

    Name Changer

    I would not change my name. My last name to my husband’s name, but that is it. I don’t like my name, but it’s mine.

    Changing your name does not change who you are inside, it does not change your personality. It does not change your dreams. Your personality stays the same, so does your ideals of life.

    A name is a name, but who are from the inside makes you , you. You can be a good person, or a bad person.

    A name can make you feel better, but does it really. It is something to think about.

    So I keep my name because it says about me that I can except who and what I am. No one can change me, but me. Name might help you feel better. But your heart knows who you truly are.

    Thanks for dropping by and have a good night or day wherever you are in the world.

  • Quicksand

    Slowly I sink

    slowly I try and yell help

    slowly my body goes under

    My legs

    My knees

    My hips

    My stomach

    My chest

    My neck

    Then my head

    Then I wake up and it is just a dream

    Written by me Avril

  • Two Words I Don’t Believe

    Do you believe in fate/destiny?

    You make your world 🌍 the way you want. You can change your life if you choose to. No life is written in stone.

  • Writing stuff

    What is the biggest challenge you will face in the next six months?

    Writing can be a challenge when you do it everyday. I hope I will succeed.  Never give up your dream.