Beyond Our Universe

Category: death

  • My Husband

    Describe a man who has positively impacted your life.

    Sorry my husband again. My husband was a man who said what he was going to do and did it. No regrets. He was honest about his views on people and places. He didn’t care if you agreed or didn’t agree. He believed what he was saying without thinking twice. He was a man of his word.

    He was honest, and his actions spoke volumes. He was kind and good hearted. You could trust him. He believed in me and wanted me to live my dream of being a writer. He loved me for me. He told me I was beautiful. Even when I believed I wasn’t feeling it. I lost a lot of my teeth, but he still told me I was beautiful. You can’t ask for a man like him. He was my life, my rock. My protector. He had a soul, and depth. I believed in him when no one else did. I miss him.

    He taught me to stand up for myself and he told me I have rights which my parents never told me I had. They controlled me, and wanted me to think like them. I am the opposite and proud of it. He gave me opportunities and my parents just gave me grief. The stress they gave me, but my husband always told me I am okay, and that I am proud of you. That is 💕 love. It’s funny that strangers are more like family, then family.

    His love keeps me going and my daughter and son too. If I had to trust one person, it would be my best friend and husband. It is sad he is gone. But I know he is watching over me and his kids in the spirit realm.

    Love never ever dies.

    Thank you for dropping by and have a good day or night wherever you are in the world 🌎

  • Emptiness

    Feeling a sense of loss

    I cannot explain

    The tears running down my eyes

    Feeling alone and scared

    For something mystical I can’t explain

    The emptiness in my heart

    Why did I not the truth

    Lies on lies

    I cry myself to sleep

    I pretend I don’t care but I do

    Where do I belong?

    No where

    My home is emptiness even though it’s full of stuff

    My tears are my anger running down my face

    I am sad and now I am angry

    I am deceived by people I thought were family, but they are not

    Lies, lies and lies

    The end

    Poem by me Avril

    Have a good day or night wherever you are in the world 🌍

  • The Paranormal

    What are you curious about?

    I always felt cool air around me. Even on warm days. I couldn’t explain it until I learned about the paranormal and about spirits. It all makes sense to me. Life is a mystery and so is the spirit realm. I learned death is only a doorway to the spirit realm. Death is not an ending, but a hope to live another life. Hopefully better than other lives I have had. I also believe we are not the only life force out there. It would be a waste of space if it was just us. There are so many planets, stars, and black holes. I feel a sense of curiosity about what is out there. Nothing surprises me anymore. What people believe is your imagination, I believe it is real. Science can’t prove all things, but believing in something comes from your heart and soul. It all depends on what you want to believe in.

    Have a good day or night wherever you are in the world 🌍. Thanks for dropping by too.

  • This poem is about my husband and my best friend

    I never asked to be like this

    I was born differently

    My thoughts and feelings never mattered

    I was alone every day

    No one spoke to me

    My words never heard

    Now today I am alone again

    And now am making friends in a weird circumstance

    My husband gone and nothing is the same

    I challenge myself to leave my house

    My love for him remains the same and no one will take his place

    Love never dies

    My house is not the same

    The smell of wood and his cooking I miss

    Him playing Fallout 76 and killing everything in site

    No more sound but the silence

    It’s not the same without him

    I enjoy writing poetry so check it out. If you want to.

    Have a good day or night wherever you are in the world.

  • Quicksand

    Slowly I sink

    slowly I try and yell help

    slowly my body goes under

    My legs

    My knees

    My hips

    My stomach

    My chest

    My neck

    Then my head

    Then I wake up and it is just a dream

    Written by me Avril

  • Curses

    Have you ever imagined being cursed by people from your past life, and everything that happened to you was for a reason. I feel my whole life was a curse. How my parents treated me, to my brother and sister. To who my friends were, and the men in my life. It all adds up. I was meant to have a disability and be misunderstood. Remembering things that I can’t remember and what I fear. Everything worked out to their plan. This is a story I am writing about. My whole whole is and was a struggle, and I had to fight for everything in my life. Having a disability sucks. It is not fair being misunderstood, being an obligation, and losing your partner for being punished for a past life crime. Reincarnation is real, and so is bad karma.

    How do you fight back and make things better. Sometimes you can’t make it right you just have to live with what you have done, and make your life the best you can. If people stop following me because I have a disability I don’t mind. Nothing in my life is fair. My book is about unfairness, being judged to the point where nothing in my life would work out.

    A lot of people don’t believe in curses and spells put upon you, but it is real. Protecting yourself is hard when you don’t know how to fight back. My life is one lesson after another, but I am always on my own. They made it that way. There love affair went wrong, and I am paying the price in this life.

    Reincarnation is real, and what you do in those lives always haunts you in other lives, and sometimes if you are lucky you can stay in the after life and never come back. Sometimes I wish I was there with my best friend and be happy, but my kids come first because they need me more than ever.

    People say witchcraft is not real, but it is truly real. Witchcraft means different things to different people. When it comes down to it, once you are in a family of witches and warlocks there is no turning back.

    My disability is my curse on top of other stuff, but what I write about comes from the heart and what I believe to be true.

    Thanks for reading and dropping by. Have a good day or night.

  • Losing My Serenity

    I thought I found my best, my protector. I did. We were together for a long time. I was happy and I felt protected and even loved for the first time of my life. It is lost and I am lost. I thought I would find a friend on Facebook, but they are all from the States. No Canadians, go figure. It is men, and men. No women. The story of my life.

    Life is weird especially my life. My family is keeping me going, but I feel alone. Cleaning my house and killing mean bugs. I thought I would have many years with my husband, but he got really sick and died. I am glad he is not suffering and not in pain, but without him I am lost.

    My writing helps me cope, but I miss the walks we had. The talking and watching him gaming. He loved fallout 76. He loved the killing. Drinking coffee until morning and falling asleep on his chair. His heart was weak, and diabetes played a big role on his life. He would sit with me outside and he would cook meals with wood and boy I miss it. Life is not the same anymore. The house is quiet, and it feels so cold and empty without him.

    Life is so damn unfair. But I have to fight this, like everything else in my life. Sorry for depressing my followers. But having no friends I just wanted to share my pain and sorrow. Well that’s life. People say time heals, but I don’t believe that. I feel angry that he was taken from me too soon. Doctors are meant to help people, but in this case. Nope. I am angry with him. Now I have the time to write my books, and maybe if I am lucky make some money.

    Thanks for ready my sad story. Have a good day or night.

  • Saying Good Bye

    Today was a sad, happy, angry and warm day to say good bye to best friend and husband. The people were nice to me. My son said beautiful words about his father and my daughter spoke nicely about her dad and the cats. I said a few words and then I cried. I am glad he is not suffering any more. He lived with pain every day, and he couldn’t walk very well. His heart was weak, and he didn’t want to be here. He was in the hospital until today. The place he hated. Now he is in a place where he feels better.

    Life is short so make the best of your relationships. Love the people who you are close to. This is my way of saying good bye. I feel him spiritually with me and that helps me cope. So have a good day or night. Don’t fight with your soulmate or wife or husband. Love should always be good and kind.

    Thanks for dropping by Avril

  • Silent Cries

    I have not been writing for awhile because I am going through a lot of stress with new things to learn and do in my life. Being 62 sucks but life does go on. Only thing is my partner and best friend is gone. So I have to rely on me. It is really lonely with no friends, but my neighbors say hi from time to time so that is better then nothing. Sorry for being depressing and writing sad stuff. I know I am strong and life will get somewhat better. My kids who are now adults are keeping me on my toes. They are very special people in my life. They keep me going and moving on. So that is a plus.

    My writing is my healing and even my friend and I am cool with that. I get time for me when they go out so I am cool with that. I clean my house when I get angry. I work better that way too. My thoughts are on the back burner, so I concentrate on my tasks. It works. It truly does.

    I am sorry I am not reading your stuff, but I will find time. I am a slow reader. Hope you all are well. Take care. Have a good day or night.

    Thanks for dropping by.

    Lots to read

  • None Believers

    People say the spirit realm is not real. It’s just your imagination. If you have lived my life you would say. Yes I believe. Everything in my life was planned even before I was born.

    I had many weird things happen in my life and if you lived my life you would say I don’t want to be here anymore. Life is not black or white. Reincarnation is very real and spirits can manipulate your energy and your mind at any time.

    Spirits can project negative feelings that can anger and drain you. They can make you fight with your partner. When you can’t heal your partner, it can break you down. My husband died quickly and I did write about him before.

    This was a test in my life so I would kill myself and just give up. I am still here. This is a story of patience and inner strength. When someone tells you spirits are real they are.

    They can feel your fear, they can touch your hair and they can make you so cold. They can give you night mares. You are not in control and they know you can’t do a thing.

    Stop and think about what I said. Spirits exist and they do have the control. Your dreams are a gateway. It can eat you alive.That’s good or bad.

    I hope people don’t have to live my life because it is hell. when you can’t live a happy life and it’s full of tears and hate you cannot trust anyone but the man who kept you safe, you would be lonely too.

    But I have the strength for my family and keep moving on until I am with my husband again in the spirit realm. It is a doorway to a better place.

    Sorry for the sadness, but this is the way I deal with my sorrow.

    Always keep in mind you can be touched by a spirit or two.

    This is a true story.

    Thanks for dropping by

  • That age I would sleep did not think of a career

    When you were five, what did you want to be when you grew up?

    I want to write books, and sell my husband’s stamps. Never thought I would do it alone.  I wish my husband was here. Sorry sad moment. Have a good day or night.

  • Dedication To My Husband

    My husband died on St. Patrick day. I couldn’t do anything to save him. We were together for 35 years. We married for 34 years. He said when I moved in we were already married.

    His death was quick. He said I can’t breathe and he fell down. I couldn’t pick him up. So many people came. Life is not the same without him. He was not a happy person. He was in pain and he couldn’t walk for long periods of time. He had diabetes. He found out his heart ❤️ was weak.

    I know spiritually he is here with us. My house is cold a lot. I feel his presence, so I wear my robe a lot. I am glad he is in the spirit realm. Freedom is a blessing. No pain, which I am happy about and no damn 💊 pills.

    So cherish the people in your life and be truthful and honest. Love never dies unless you make it .

    The love of my life is gone, but my marriage will never die. He can’t be replaced. He would have done the same for me .  When your partner is sick, help him or her heal and make sure you tell them he or she is not a burden.

    Love is beautiful and precious. Especially when you know that person loves you and your faults.

    Good night or good morning

    Thanks for dropping by

  • Difference Between Supernatural and Paranormal

    Difference Between Supernatural and Paranormal

    There is a big difference between them. Supernatural beings are Aliens and also very unusual species which are in our oceans. Science wants to prove all things, but they cannot. We are not alone. It would be a big, big waste of space if it was just us. Supernatural is unexplained. Human beings think they know it all, but we don’t. If Aliens wanted to kill us and destroy earth they would have done it already. They are not worried about us, because we are destroying our own planet. We don’t even get along with each other, so why bother go to another planet. We live on money, power and greed, not working together, so they are not worried.

    In between our world and the stars and sky there are other realms. We are connected closely with spirit realm because when we die our spirit and soul move on. Some do and others stay in that realm.

    Spirits interact with us even though a lot of people have never seen a spirit. Some people have spirit guides who help us and even protect us. They have abilities that we cannot truly understand because we are not there. Death is a doorway and we truly don’t die , but move to another body. That is not supernatural, but paranormal. That is the difference between them. People can argue, but we believe what we want to believe.

    People want to have super powers, but they are not super powers, but abilities that cannot be explained by science. People want these abilities, but some people are more aware of what they can do. and others do not have these abilities for whatever reason. If we all did, the world would be a very different world. It truly would.

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  • The Death Card

    Tarot cards can be very meaningful, but you need to understand their meaning. When someone brings up the death card. The first thing that comes into someone’s head is. Oh God am I going to die? Which is never the case. Death is a doorway, but it is a new beginning somewhere else. In the spirit realm is a place, but you only go there when you truly die.

    The death card represents a new beginning. It could be an adventure of some kind. A trip to a place you have never been before. A new job. A new career. A new relationship. Or doing something you have never done before. It also means seasons changing. Winter to spring and then summer and fall and then it repeats again. Death is just a doorway, but it does not mean something bad. It just means a change. Reincarnation is the change.

    Death can be a sad moment, but it also can be a good thing. If a person was in pain, or sick they can get a chance of happiness in the spirit realm. They can talk to their friends, or family members, but only if you believe in the spirit realm. Spirits are not evil, but they are angry with the world. Or certain people. Like I said, death is a doorway to the spirit realm.

    So don’t fear death. It can bring peace of mind. So don’t fear death.

    Thanks for reading and dropping by

    Magic